Y/n pov : i sit on the floor staring blankly at my wall as mattheos songs plays in my ears. I don't know why but this feeling is not like befor I feel like I have no one when mattheo isnt here I'm supposed to hate him dispise him even, not love him, "god what am I doing " I wishper
Just then the door is swung open and I jump up hiding the drawings scatterd across my bed.
"Y/N! " pansy screams , " what ! " snip back ripping the headphones from each ear , her face softens " are you ok ? " , " no pansy I'm not what is he doing and omg that fucking witch to go along with it"
She smile and opens her arms. I don't hesitate to hug her back it feels nice not to be an outcast to at least someone. " you need to talk to him y/n it won't get easier if you don't, you know that right? "
" yeh I know. Why would he do that tho I can't get over it " I say , " you will forgive each other by the looks of it " pansy says , I look confused until I click looking at the drawings and the little tape labeld mattheis playlist , happy birthday darling x , I smile " yeh I hope "
She smiles " i will let you rest if you need me I will be in the common room " . I smile as she leaves. I turn around looking at the drawings and the writing on the tape witch some how I never noticed, I run my finger along the writing thinking about how sweet he can be or atleast most of the time anyway.
I began putting away the drawings before anyone else sees them but ofcorce slipping my headphones back into my ears.
I lie down in my bed looking up at the ceiling wondering if i should talk to him or not , I jump up " fuck it " I say befor getting up fixing my hair and makeup then walking out of my dorm and to the common room.
I run out of my dorm and run down stairs when I bump into someone and almost fall but iam caught.
Mattheos pov :
I feel horrible watching y/n walk out of class , I know I fucked up kissing her then her enemy and I don't know what I was thinking I love her and I never got to tell her because I'm fucking stupid.
As pansy and astoria walk out I follow them. I am so mad at myself for everything and i cant bare y/n begin sad and upset.
As I walk through the halls I look for y/n but there's no sign of her or astroia , I don't mind not seeing astoria but y/n I can't deal with it , it makes me nervous and I feel like I can't sit still it's crazy I only get like this when I am high and I am definitely not high.i hope.
I enter the common room and see draco , theo and pansy sitting like store dugs on the sofa looking at me like I am a dirty piece of rubbish " where is y/n ?" I stare , " I don't think she want to talk to you " draco replies , " that wasn't my question so I will ask again where is y/n " I say , " that's not your business mattheo " pansy interrupts , "fine I will find her myself " I say pulling out a cigarette and lighting it as I walk to the girls dorms.
As I walk into the hallway something or should I say someone smacks into me almost falling to there feet.
"Omg I am so so-" , " it's fine darling " She looks up and I look down our eyes locked..... y/n.
IM SORRY FOR NOT POSTINGGGGG , I don't have my laptop so I have to do over my phone and I hardly have time but anyway if your lucking a part will be out tomorrow MAYBE just maybe. btw if there some mistakes I am so sorry I cba reading it over ahah xx
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my only love / Mattheo riddle x y/n
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