story of disaster

005

Whenever I had this robot baby, he started to talk about how he wanted to have kids with me and do all this stuff with me that neither one of us had ever done. He started to talk and ramble "So I need to tell you about something. I know it will make you not want to with be with me anymore." I ensured him that it didn't so I could hear more, just to judge him inside my head. "Well you know my sister Maddie? Well..... We may have had sex... But it isn't weird as we aren't real siblings anyways, because you know we are all adopted." He carried on with his words "Oh also.... I have a piss kink..." Jaws to the ground "Oh... what do you mean by that?" Because I don't know anything like that since I for one don't have any fucking kinks. "Well I like being peed on. Could you pee on me?" The room got silent after he asked me that. And I don't know how to react, so I start to laugh out of second hand embarrassment. I told Daniel no and that I will never do that because its just flat out disgusting.. "He went on and told me all his fantacies that he had about me and his SISTER Maddie. Then the conversation of me liking girls got brought up. Then he started to talk about how he would love to have a threesome with me and some other girl that he liked in high school.

 After that I was just done with the conversation and went to my room. I hear a loud bang coming from the living room shortly after I went to my room. I go out there thinking who the hell is knocking on my door like that but its Daniel.. Banging his head on the living room floor.. After he had stoped after he got my attention that he clearly wanted, he had a big rug burn on his forehead. "You are so fucking childish. You need to grow the fuck up." As I walked away and returned back to my room playing on my ukulele. My phone lights up with a text from him saying "Im in the bathroom now crying about how much of a fuck up I am. I seem to always fuck up the relationships I am always in. Im sorry I truly am." I left him on read and carried on with playing on song on my ukulele. My phone lights up again "I brought a knife in here with me Ashton, Im going to hurt myself I know I am.. Im cutting myself on my arm." *Sends picture for evidice* "What the fuck are you fucking doing fucking stop. Thats not even funny. For one thats not how you get any girls attention. You are a litteral child. 

A few days after everything had happen he seem to be able to hide the rug burn on his forehead and the cuts on his arm. He was working, in a kitchen at the grocery store. He would come home smelling like the fried chicken that he would serve. And never once again showered, then it started to prolong into him not ever doing his laundry. One day we were home alone and he forced me to have sex with him. I told him countless times before "I don't want to do that." He proceeded to take off my pants, and my shirt reveling my skin, before I was just naked on my couch. The only thing I was thankful for during that whole entire time was that there was protection. As he groaned of finishing I laid there in disgust, i got up and put my clothes on and ran to my room and just cried for hours. I had many missed phone calls from Daniel and many text from him saying "Come on you know you wanted too. It was good for your first time." As I read those messages I just couldn't take looking at him anymore the same way as I did and I never had sex again with him after that first time and he would get mad because he wanted to get off on something. 

It was a few nights before our one year, as I sallowed my pride of everything that I had endured in the last few months of being with Daniel, we went to go outside to celebrate where I knew I wanted to end things soon. I couldn't take being with him anymore lead alone the stench of his body odor was getting worse and worse by day. We had a good lunch then went back home to relax. A couple of days later, we had started to watch the movie "the kissing booth" I begged him to watch it with me since he would make me watch all the James bond movies with him especially since all my friends said that that movie was really good I wanted to see what the hype was all about.  

As we laid there watching the movie, laying on the couch Daniel looks at me "Whenever you go to college can I go with you?" I looked at him so confused since he clearly got it from the movie we were watching  "Umm no, you will never go to college with me." I said kinda sarcastically because the thought of him following me there kinda scared me like he wanted me every where I go. He got mad and this started an argument, I cant remember what was said but I got up "okay well im done sitting here listening to your pitty party plus I got school tomorrow so goodnight thanks for ruining the movie for me though." I went and got in my comfy bed with my sister and my dog as I do every night. Daniel is texting me....

"WTF did I just do?? It was just a simple question and you are blowing this way out of hand." 

"Maybe I don't want you to follow me around everywhere like a fucking lost puppy. It gets pretty fucking annoying don't you think." 

"Im sorry what do you expect me to do? Just sit around at home all day long in a house full of people who barely even like me?" 

"If you dont like it then fucking leave.. Know what better yet Ill do you a favor IM DONE.. I dont want to be with you anymore. You dont fucking take care of yourself you fucking reak like something died on you fucking 40 decades ago." 

"Can I just have one last hug before I go?" 

"No you cant not, I don't care where the hell you go just fucking leave." 

As I felt at peace now after breaking up with him, I kinda felt bad since I did it over text while we were in the same damn house but I didn't care. It began to be so quiet until I hear a knock on my bedroom door. I get up to open it and seeing that its Daniel. "What do you possibly want?" He looked at me with tears rolling down his face. "I just want to talk and have a hug im sorry." I have never been so annoyed ever, "I don't want a hug from you I told you we are done. Fucking leave my house." As the dog starts to bark due to the commotion. I start to shut my door and lock it. Right when I got it locked I turn around to go back to bed, my bedroom door began to fly open with him screaming at me. My sister, my dog and I just start getting louder and louder, til he finally understood that he wasn't welcomed here anymore and that we were being serious. He started to go back to the living room, as my sister and I start to get things gathered from our room to go lay down in our parents room because they have a real lock on their door plus a gun that neither one of us knew how to use just in case anything happend. We finally slept peacefully in bed. And I really never saw Daniel ever again after that.