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Patrick interview
"I'm really proud of the family right now. Didn't break any rules."
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Stevan sat on the bed, alone. It felt empty without her.
After he came back. He saw that Nicole left. She wasn't sitting on the bed waiting for him, she just simply left. But he couldn't blame her when he did the same thing to her.
He knew, that she, that he was going to tell her 'I love you' but Olga interrupted and fucked up his confidence.
For a second there he was thinking, do I really love her, does she even love me, how is this all going to turn out when this is over.
Overthinking killed his entire plan, so he ran.
Stevan had asked Beaux if she knew where Nicole went. And Beaux replied with 'she's taking a walk'.
Stevan felt guilty, he saw the way her face brightened, thinking she was going to hear the three lettered word. But it quickly fell when Stevan said 'nothing'.
"Hey." Snapping out of it. Stevan sees Izzy staring at him. "Nicki's in the makeup room." Izzy tells him, trying to usher him off. "Go."
Stevan stood up from the bed and quickly exited the room.
Walking over towards the door. He stopped, he didn't really think of what he was going to say, but he knew that he has to apologize for running out.
He opened the door, he saw Nicole sitting down, braiding her hair. She wore his boxers and a crop top.
Stevan knocked on the wall, not wanting to frighten her. "Hey Nick."
"Hey." She says. Her voice kinda tough, like she had been crying, which saddens Stevan by the thought.
"I want to apologize." He says. He sat down on the chair next to her. "I shouldn't have ran out like that, I shouldn't of pretended that I wasn't going to say that I love you."
He gently grabs her hands, lazing them with his.
"I got scared for a second, when we got interrupted. I kinda started overthinking things, like if you would say it back, or if you didn't, or if it doesn't work out. Which would suck ass, because I only tell a few people that I love them and I want you to be one of them."
Tears in both of their eyes. Emotions are high. This felt right, this felt complete.
Nicole brought her hand up to gently stroke his hair. "I love you too." She whimper's. "It's hard not too. You are amazing, you make me feel happy, you make me feel really happy." she chuckles out a cry.
Stevan wipes her tears off. "Please, don't cry."
Shaking her head. She sniffles. "You are worth crying over. You are worth so much. I love you."
Stevan smiles through the tears. "I love you too."
He wraps his arms around her. He rubs her back, as her head is on her chest. Kissing the top of her head. "I kinda love telling you that I love you." Stevan says chuckling.
Nicole giggled. "I love you too, Stev." She stands up. "Come on, let's go to bed."
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