Bbsf/gbsf

How it started

Lily and Xavier have known each other for a good bit of 4 years or more. Lily used to always give her chocolate milk to Xavier because she was sweet, innocent, and wanted to make sure he had something to drink everyday. COVID happened and she switched schools for a bit, as for her guy best friend Xavier, he just went virtual. They lost contact with each other for a good 3 years. They only became besties again last year. She forgot how much she loved him in her life, he's the only person who ever truly understood her.   She disrespected him last summer for no reason, she said racist comments to him and a few other things. Yet he still stayed by her side and still remained her best friend. If that isn't a real friend I don't know what is. Lily knows that she can't change the past but she still regrets it. She fell in love with him after that but scared of losing him and being exposed. She kept her feelings about it hidden, she would jokingly say "make me" from time to time knowing Xavier would never do anything about it. She loved knowing she could say whatever she wanted to whenever she wanted, when she was with Xavier. Sometimes she did want him to do something but she knew as her guy best-friend he would never do anything to her. Xavier always said he didn't catch feelings for any female. But that's a lie. Lily longed for that love that a guy never gave her, not her father or anyone, no one loved her right.