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And the story unfolds

Then wanted to have sex with her but wanted her to get the condom. When this thought occurred he was 17 and predicting the future for right after his 18th birthday.

Lily was afraid to tell Cal this but she didn't want to have sex with him, in fact she wanted to have sex with her best friend Xavier and have him take her virginity. Since he knows her way more and understands her better than anyone could ever. She trusted him more than anyone. She wished she had chose him rather then finding someone that would never understand her or anything like he did. She had a crush on him shortly after she realized he wouldn't hurt her, maybe in a kinky way but never hurt her like other people in her life did, for example her brother or biological dad. She felt safe around him but didn't want to tell him that. She started this thing where she would constantly calling him "gay man." Even tho she knew he strictly only liked women. She couldn't imagine Xavier with another female and being treated like a queen. She knew that he'd treat his girlfriend good and she couldn't get the courage to say she liked him so she was always poking him and "being mean" to him. She doesn't care who she looses or judges her but she's deathly terrified of pissing Xavier off, deeply hurting him or him walking out of her life. Lily's horrible at flirting so she doesn't pick the best ways to flirt with her guy best friend Xavier. To be honest Xavier probably finds her methods very annoying. But doesn't say anything to her about it.  To be completely honest she doesn't care who she looses or judges her but she's deathly terrified of pissing Xavier off, deeply hurting him or him walking out of her life. It's something that no matter who she's with the thoughts of him are always there. Like he's the only guy in the world.