The Unexpected Love

Deal !

It's my morning therapy to come to the temple before doing any work or signing important deals because I found peace and solace here off course except dark nights.

I sigh as i come here in front of the largest and most antiquated temple of Delhi THE RADHA KRISHNA MANDIR.

I believe in Krishna ji more than anyone, he is my protector.  just the way he protected Draupadi , he protected me too. But one thing he couldn't save me was from all the assaults I faced.

But I guess if I faced all this then maybe it has to do something with me. I don't know what but I hope I have a bright future.

I want my life partner who respects his wife just like Krishna ji did, I want someone who loves me just the way Krishna ji loved Radha. But is that possible ? But I trust my Krishna, he will always do everything for my betterment only.

I hope someone comes in my life and snatch away all my pain and sorrow from me and fill tons of happiness in my life.

Sometimes  l feel like this is never gonna happen with me as it's not written in my destiny. The life I lived till now , I don't think that someone will love a girl like me. I caressed the long scar on my hand and sighed.

No! I am not insecure because of my body especially I love it, I love myself but I am insecure about my heart. I want to protect it. I can't trust people now. I feel like they are just hiding themselves behind the masks. I never wanted a relationship just because of my trust issues until once....

I don't think my poor heart can handle any other heartbreak. You thinking about my past  and my heartbreak.. well that's the story for another day.

I heard the sound of Shankh and ran inside the temple with duppata on my head to cover it.

I prayed to Krishna closing my eyes and joining my hands.
" hey Kanha, I want you to bless me because today I am gonna signing a very important deal with Khurrana Industries. I hope it goes well. Just stay with me as I don't have anyone to guide me except you".

I took the Aarti from Pandit ji and he blessed me saying :- "AVISHI Beti chaahe kuch ho jaaye tu kabhi mandir aana nhi bhulti bachpan se lekar aaj tak, Kanha ji ka aashirwaad humesha tere saath rahe".

I smiled and said :- "pandit ji you know me from childhood, I don't have anyone except Kanha so why will I not come" he smiled and said - "Kanha bless you" and I turned to go back towards my car but then I noticed....