My agony becomes bliss when you're here
The pain turns into pleasure
I'm floating when you touch me
In the stars when you want me
Desperately free when you kiss me
Recklessly alive when you need me
The longing leaves my soul when your hands are finally on me
When you walk in the door I'm no longer hanging on by a thread
When you hold me my heart explodes
There's no cracks there when you kiss me
The torture releases its grip on my throat
And the moment you grab my waist
Electricity ricochets through my entire body
I can't think straight but I don't feel the agony in these moments
The suffering completely subsides when you kiss my forehead and pull me in
My anger turns to ecstasy when you slide into me
I melt through you with every thrust
With every moan and scream, I feel like I'm on fire
When you explode, I am in the clouds
Riding the high, my body revels in you
I slowly come back down to earth as you get dressed
I lose my breath as you find your keys
I shatter the moment you leave
Confirming my unworthiness; never good enough for more but good enough to feel good with for the night
My entire being left exposed and broken on the floor
I just want you to want me
Want you to never have had enough of me
Need you see me how I see you
Desperately needing you to stay on this side of the door
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Bittersweet Situationship
Poetry18+ only. When you know he's there for one thing only but he's not a new person. He's your person and you fucking love him anyways. Maybe he loves you too but he's too caught up in his own shit. He's too broken right now to be loved.
