When you wake up you wake up to the sun in your eyes. You just groaned. You remembered you came to Foolish's, but what you didn't remember was that he came and slept in your room. You tried to get up but immediately got pulled back down. 'What the fuck.' You thought, but then everything came flooding back to you. "Foolish, let me go. I wanna go cook." You groaned. "Five more minutes?..." He grumbled. "No, Foolish, I need to go make breakfast for us, and Karl." You said plainly. "Okay. Come get me when it's done." He said still in his sleepy voice. "Will do." You said before getting up. You went downstairs and saw Karl on the couch. "Finally someone, who I assume can cook!" He said excitedly. "Yes, I came down to cook." You said giggling like Karl does. You began to cook pancakes, eggs, and bacon. "Hey Y/N? Where's Noah? He wasn't in his bed when I went in there?" Karl said concerned and confused. "Oh, he slept with me last night. He couldn't sleep, so he woke me up and asked to sleep in my bed. He, and I quote said, 'Mooommmm can I come sleep with youuu'. " Karl started laughing. "Okay, should I wake him up now?" He said. "No, he wanted me to get him when I was done." You answered him while taking about 6 pancakes off the grill thing, and finishing the eggs and bacon. " 'Kay, I'll go get him, you can go ahead and eat." You said, knowing he was hungry. "Okay! Thanks, Y/N!" He said excitedly. You just hummed. You got into your room. "Foolish, my child. It's time to eat."You said softly while shaking him awake. "Okay, mom." He said sleepily. You frowned a little knowing he was still very tired. "What?" He asked. "You look really tired. Are you okay? Do you get enough sleep each night? Is something wrong? What's bothering you? What-" Before you could continue you got cut off by a hug. "I'm okay, Y/N. I'm just tired, I'm always tired. I'll be okay. Nothing is bothering me. Yes, I get enough sleep. Nothing is wrong." He said answering each question you asked. "Are you sure?" You said still concerned. "Yes." He said, pulling away and smiling. "Okay, let's go eat now." You said leading him out of the room. The two of you walked downstairs and Karl looked up with wide eyes. "What?" You asked confused. He started laughing. "Foolish's hair!" He said still laughing. You turned around and started laughing too. "Come here, my child." You said while smiling. He walked to you and you fixed his hair as best as you could with your hands. "Thanks, mommy." He said sounding like a little kid. "NEVER CALL ME 'MOMMY' AGAIN. THAT SOUNDS SO WEIRD FOOLISH OH MY GOD WHAT THE FUCK!" You said loudly and then laughing. Karl choked on his food and that made you laugh even more. Then you choked on your spit which made Foolish laugh, then he choked on his drink which made you all laugh a lot. You wheezed. "Oh my god! Y/n what the heck!! Are you okay!" Karl says still laughing. You shake your head no. "Yes, I am." You managed to get out while laughing and shaking your head no. You leaned back and fell backward in your chair. "AH-" You said before hitting the ground. "HAHAHAHAH" You hear from behind you making you quickly whip your head around and see a Tommy. You get up because you are angry at him for laughing and not helping you. You walk up to him and you remember he's a child so don't do much. You flipped him off. "I'm gonna fuck your mother." You whispered in his ear. Looking at him he just stared. "What the fuck?! DON'T YOU DARE FUCK MY MOTHER MISSY!!" He exclaimed. "Whatever. You're no fun. Anyways, I've gotta go guys I have some work I need to catch up on I'm sorry y'all!" You said rushing as you realized what time it was. You had to go up to see Dream that day. "It's okay! Bye, Y/N, be safe!" Karl said. "I will, don't worry. I always am. I'm more of a man than T anyways!" You said, "T" was the nickname you had given Tommy. He didn't know that you had a nickname for him until now so he looked at you shocked and turned a little red, also realizing you called him out and he didn't deny it. "Whatever, bye, woman." He said mumbling. You hugged him. "Bye, KK. Bye, kiddo. Bye, Fooly." You said you had come up with nicknames for the three of them, and everyone else you had met. You ruffled Tommy's hair before hugging Karl. Then lastly, Foolish. "Bye, Y/N/N." Foolish said. Y/N/N you assumed was a nickname he came up with for you. You left smiling and waving, fixing your hair as you walked out because Foolish had ruffled it. You began walking down the path just humming. You started subconsciously thinking about Foolish. Specifically, the nickname he gave you. It was new, only Dream had ever given you a nickname, everyone else was mostly scared of you or just used your real name. You shook your head from the thoughts. What the hell?? Why am I thinking about him?? I need to see a psychologist. Do I like him?? No, Y/N. You can't do this again. Remember what happened last time. That was the last time though. Not this time. There's a chance. But do you want to take it, it's not like he likes you he's just matching the energy. There's no way you can handle that again. You can handle it again. You're just going to give up again. BECAUSE ONCE YOU REALIZE I'M RIGHT, YOU'RE JUST GOING TO COME RUNNING BACK TO THIS CYCLE AGAIN! IT IS A NEVER ENDING CYCLE, GIVE UP Y/N! The voices in your head fight back and forth. It never seemed to stop. You were getting so overwhelmed you hadn't noticed you were in front of Dream. "Y/N. Are you okay? You seem overwhelmed. Do you need a break? Please, tell me if you need a break, you clearly have heard nothing I said." Dream asked, all gods and goddesses were in a meeting. "Sorry, sir. I was not paying attention. It was just the voices again. I am okay." You said a little embarrassed. All of the people just looked at you. You were in your robes and the sun halo/head-ring/headband was over your head. So you were in the right attire. People were just judgy. Someone was looking at you like they wanted you dead. So you just glared. The more they looked at you the angrier you got. To the point your eyes went purple(the irises not like ykwim). She got scared and looked away. She looked at Dream all dreamy and stuff. (No pun intended.) You just shrugged it off. You didn't know why she looked at you that way though. You weren't even his age yet. You were only fact 22. Although he was only 2 years older than you it still felt gigantic. You did know that Foolish was 25. It was just different. You had no idea how to explain it. By the time you got back into reality. It was over. "... Alright guys, you may go now. Except, Y/N." Dream concluded. Fuck. You thought to yourself. You stayed sitting. "Y/N, are you okay? " He asked looking you in the eyes. "I don't know... Are gods and goddesses allowed to like mortals? Date them if that? Is there a way to turn a mortal, immortal?" You asked. "Okay, well very forward but to answer the questions. Yes, yes, and yes." He smiled. "How?" You said in a monotone voice while looking him dead in the eye with no readable expression on your face. "Kiss them." He said plainly. "Okay. What else do you need?" You asked smiling this time. "Who is it?" He said looking excited. "Huh? Who is what?" You said genuinely confused. "Why did you need to know that? Who is it? Who do you want to be immortal?" He asked. "Noah." You mumbled. "What was that?" He said smiling. "No one. Even if there was someone why would I have to tell you?" You said a little mad. "I just wanna look out for you..." He said his smile dropping a little. "I'm 22 Clay, I don't need protecting anymore. I'm sorry I'm mad. But Clay, you need to focus more on yourself. Okay?" You said in a sweet voice that no one ever hears, even he has never heard and even you never knew it could happen. He looked at you shocked. "Okay. I will." He managed to get out still flabbergasted. (Love that word, flabbergasted it's so funny.) You smiled. "Am I free to go now?" You asked. "Yes. Stay safe, please." He said. You jokingly rolled your eyes. "Yes, brother." You said plainly. You walked out smiling. Everyone looked at you confused about why you're happy. The one other god who cared what you thought, came up to you. He was brunette and somewhat tall, he had an accent which you thought was so cute. But that's Clay's man, you can't be going around taking people's men or women, although you can't help it. "Hey, Y/N! It's been so long! How are you?" He said. "Hi, George! It has! I'm good though. Thank you. How are you and Clay doing?" You said raising your eyebrows up and down. He got all red. "Y/NNNNN how many times do I have to tell you?? Nothing is going on." He said still red. "Well, by the look on your face, it isn't 'nothing'. " You said smiling. "Whatever, I got to go. It was nice seeing you though!" He said while hugging you. "Are you going to see Clay? If you are tell him I went back down, and that if he needs something to leave a letter, will you? Anyway, not important, bye George, it was nice seeing you again! Stay safe, love you!" You said still smiling. "Will do!" He said breaking from the hug then walking away and leaving. You got to the center of Central Park and went down to Earth again. You this time, to be safe, made sure you descended behind your home. You walked around to the front door. You saw a note. It said; "Hello, Y/N. Please meet me at yours and Foolish's hill. I need to apologize. Bring whatever you want, but I promise I will not harm you. 8:00, your tree. -Wilbur" You changed into something a little more comfortable and brought your dagger and axe with you just in case. You made your way to your tree and once you reached there you saw no one. That was until 5 minutes later. "Hello, Y/N." He said. "5 minutes late? You owe me 5 quarters." You smiled. "Oh come on. Please don't make me pay you for the first time." He whined. "Whatever. What did you need me for." You said as more of a statement than a question. "I just wanted to say, that I know I've been an asshole the whole time I've meet you, up until now. But, I wanted to say it was because I was scared of you having the same relationship with my friends as I do with them. But now I've realized, no one can have the same one relationship with another as a different person does with that same person. So, Y/N, I'm sorry." He says. "Okay." You said. "Okay?" He asks. "Yeah, okay." You said again. "Can you forgive me?" He says worried. "Yes, but I can't forget." You said. "Thank you!" He says, he walks towards you as if going to hug you before he stops himself and looks at you for consent, on hugging you. You nod. He hugs you and smiles into your head. "Thank you, Y/N." He says, you can feel him smile. You hummed in response and hugged him back. "Ooo have some of my bestfriends made up now?" A familiar voice asks. You gasp. "Foolish!" You yelled letting go of Wilbur and running to him and jumping in his arms. "Hi Y/N/N!!" He says back while holding you. "Y/N/N?" Wil asks. "I gave her the nickname since she gives everyone nicknames." He said smiling. "Ooo can I have one???" Wil asked. "Hmmm..." You said thinking. "How about Willy?" You finally came up with. "Perfect." He said. Foolish put you down and held your hand, not on purpose but he did. You looked down and he noticed you looking down and let go. "Sorry." He whispered. "Why?" You whispered back. "I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable." He said a little louder. "You didn't." You said and smiled grabbing his hand again. He smiled. Willy looked at the two of you raising his eyebrows up and down. "What? Nooooo..." You and Foolish said in sync turning red and letting go while also turning away from each other. "I think so." He said. You looked at him and glared. "Okay, okay I'm sorry I didn't mean it!" He apologized quickly. "Okay! You're forgiven!" You smiled.
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