Think I need someone older (The come back?)

T H I R T E E N

The Qualifying was worse than I thought, we will start from P14 for me and P11 for Max

Shit happens

We had a meeting after the end of our qualifying and the only thing I was hearing about was about illegal actions to be first, Max knew that I hate it

"I'm not agreeing with this!" I finally said "It's unacceptable!"

"Mikky I do what I want!" Christian answered

"I will leave and you know that I'm telling the truth!" I replied with my eyebrow raised

"Okay we won't! She's right Christian! We need to win with legal actions!" Mr Marco defended me -surprisingly-

I stood up and walked away from the room, I won't stay here if Christian will do illegal bullshits

I got in my room and my dad was there waiting for me with my trainer, Mathias

"What happened to you?" My dad asked "You seem mad"

"Christian's saying to do something illegal stuff to improve the car and I'm agreeing with that!" I answered sitting on the couch

"Oh" Mathias just said

"I told Christian that I won't stay here if they'll do any bullshits and for some reason Helmut defended me!" I giggled ironically "And I can't even talk to Lewis about it!"

"You need talk to Lewis" My dad sat next to me "But not as two drivers, as a couple"

"You think?" I asked looking at him

"Lewis has such a good heart and yes he'll hear you without judgement! He loves you!" My dad said softly

"Lewis has a thousand things to think of right now I don't want to be one more!" I giggled

"You'll decide it!" My dad stood up "Do you want me drive you back to the hotel?"

"I'll go with Mathias, we stay in the same hotel after all" I replied smiling

"Good" He kissed my hair "Bye Teddy Bear"

"Bye dad" I answered

My dad walked away from the room and I stayed alone with Mathias

"Your dad has a point! Talking to Lewis will help you" Mathias advised me, I smiled at him

"Let's go back to hotel now" I said

A few minutes later we arrived to the hotel and I walked upstairs to my room, I took another one shower and changed into my pyjamas

I didn't want talk to anyone, I want both Lewis and I winning and he got the first Pole of the year and George is second!

It's gonna be a long year for sure!

I lay on the bed and Lewis FaceTimed me

"How are you sweetie?" He asked "You don't seem good"

"I'm a bit sad with the car that's all" I lied to him, not at all but it's also the illegal thing

"I want to be happy for myself but I can't realise that RedBull is so bad with you being the second driver!" Lewis said really sad

"Enjoy your good results and don't care about me!" I answered

"Do not say it again! Of course I will always care about you!" Lewis said madly

"Okay chill!" I giggled softly "But you need to be just happy for you"

"As a driver I am happy but as a boyfriend I'm sad that my girlfriend has bad time in RedBull" Lewis said with a sad face

"I'll be fine don't worry!" I smiled at him

"Do you want us to sleep like that? With the FaceTime on?" As Lewis asked it, immediately I started charging my phone but having it in my hand so I can watch Lewis "That was a yes"

"Definitely!" I smiled

And yeah we slept like that: Lewis had his phone on charging in FaceTime and my phone was like that as well laying on the bed