Reincarnated as a Violet primordial

Chapter 1|wakeup from a long Slumber

(I awake from my long long dreams,when I wake up I said,)

{I place my palm to my head and said}
What happened didn't I die?
{I look at my body}
My palm is small, Did I get younger?
(I think I'm around 12 years or 13 years old body I'm not sure)
No!No!,this is not my body or more like I'm not even boy what exactly happened to me?
Did I get reincarnated here?

{Asking myself won't get me anything.*I thought*}

For now let figure thing out this unknown world shall we!

first,it's awfully dark and it's strange I can still see.

Second,this place is a lot of spacious anywhere is this place a newly created one,or don't tell me I'm alone?
Seriously,I'm alone again?
Ah, I hate to be alone.

{the reason I suicide because I can't bear the pain in my heart(or more like the sadness). the death of my parent is the cause of that sadness, and I can't recover from my sadness. I can't move on maybe I became more comfortable to the warm they gave me,the time when they died I became alone in my life,I became alone in my house,my house is not lively as before because I'm alone and I can't bear that loneliness.

My will to live is nowhere to be seen that's why I suicide,using poison.
Ah,now that I remember it my head and my heart is aching.
now that I reincarnated here it means I'm not supposed to die yet.

Honestly I want to forget about my past life, but I decide not to,because forgetting about my memories from my past life is like abandoning the lingering attachment from my love one's there. although, they already died I will not abandoned my lingering attachment to my parent.
Even though I have new identity now I decided. I will embrace my past and new life because that what make me after all}.

Third,Your sense of time can't be applied here.

{That's the end of my observing to this
unknown world}

For now let's wait someone who will approach me
(I said!)

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Short -timeskip

Ah! Im bored what else I can do in this world except sleeping?
(I said!)

After I said that,there cow-head person looking is approaching me while running it seems he's going to charge at me.
of course, I dodge it I try to dodge all of the attack of this cow-looking person and I said,

Hey,why are you attacking me?
(I said!)

This cow-looking person just continued to attack me and I just continued to dodge it.