Small intro about the chapter; you go back in time to highschool first year to introduce you to the story.
You walk around, your bag falls down in the classroom.
Miss applepie ¨Hello dear students!¨ Who calls her child Applepie?
Hello! The class calls out. First year easiest year.
Are we all ready for camp! Miss Applepie asks
Yes, you quickly glimp at Jack. He's been bullying you for 2 years now. Why is he here!
Lets hope he changes, your mind is empty is tension. Its exiting but scary, all these new people! Maybe I have social anxiety!! You think.
Lets get into the bus
Bye mama! You say laughing at her
This girl sits next to you, she looks nice. Hi I am yn!
Hello I am Caroline, you can call me Carla tho!
I'm like SOOOO nervous! She smiles at you
Pooh, you think. Atleast I made one friend.
I know right! Haha
You two laugh for a bit and introduce any further. Suddenly you floop out ¨I'm gay¨
Carla looks at you and says; Ooh! You got a girlfriend already?
Suprised at the calm respond you stutter, don't say it too loud please
Anxiously you look at Jack, pffff he didn't hear it
Carla looks in the same way, such a Jack-@ ss
You look at her and suddenly bursts out in laughter.
Carla laughs allong and some look your way, she makes this funny face immitating Miss Applepie. You laugh some more and the ride is over already.
You can make groups! Miss Applepie says; but no boys and girl combined. As school we don't want crazy things too happen.
You grin, no problemo for meyo!
I look around the class who seems nice. This girl, Gisela, slimes at Jack for attention.
Eavesdroppin?
WAAAh You yell out. Jeez, the fun talk just started.
You look into these eyes, a beautifull girl. She has this heartwarming look. Uh He- Hello! Sorry I thought-
She interups and says yhea Carla right?
Yhea! You stummer a little and then just say; Wanna be in our tent! This warm feeling overloads you. Its diffrent than all other loves you had. It feels good, like she's a small fire in a cold night. A teddy-bear you hold at when you're sad.
Carla spawned right at you and says YHEA GOOD IDEA!
I'm getting my stuff, she yells running away..
Come on! You wanted to hear them right? The girl looks at you, its flattering that you're so over me! She jokes..
You turn red and stummer, oh heh well...
JUST COME she drags you allong behind a bush.
(Jack and Gisela)
Oh boy you're soooo hot
I know
Can we make out baby...
Well under one condition baby girl.....
What is it pookie bear? (Btw it looks SOOO grossssss)
Well, at night you come with me to tent 5, (the only empty tent left) and you show me your melons.... and milk my d!ck.
Oh sure daddy (Enid practically puked here)
But be quiet baby girl, we don't want others to hear.....
Gisela twirls her hair and hangs on his lips all the time.
BLEH
LIKE BLEH! THAT IS WHAT IT WAS
Enid tells Carla everything and you laugh at her actions. I was like BLEHHH she continues. You look at her and think fvvvvvckkkk. She's too perfect, she can NEVER be gay.
Carla walks to you and drags you too the tend. GIRL!
(what does everyone have with dragging me away?!) What!
You are suchhhhhhhhh a flirt...
NO IM NOT
AHA
NOT
sureeeeeee ENID!!!
NO SHUT UP! Okay okay, you whisper; she's hot okay
B- I know! I'd be gay for her!!
SHHHHH SHUT UP
You look anxiously at Jack, he's to busy with his Pookie Snookie Dookie bear BLEH
What's up with that dude? Carla looks his way
He uhh, well he bullied me for some time....
Some time? like few days or??
2 Years
(This akward silence hangs around, its like everyone stopped just too make the silence worse)
I I should.. I Should goo You stummer walking away.
You ran to the bathrooms sit on the toilet, a mirror hangs in front of you. You eyes are red, your totally white from anxiety. You breathe heavily in a trance of panick. You grab your legs and pinch them hard. As you're wearing shorts you see them turn white. Your breath starts to squick and you grab out to your pocket
*Left pocket, I put it in the left BACK pocket*
This small sharp part of an sharpener shines. You have 2 reserve sharpeners and a few at home. Well only the knife part. These gloves cover up most of the scars, you take them of and cvt deeple. You squick and scratch some more.
*stupid Stupid STupid STUpid STUPid STUPId STUPID ME!*
Blood streams down your arm, your blacking out slowly when suddenly you hear a voice, YN!
YN ARE YOU HEREEE. It sounds like Enid. You sniff and take some toilet paper. You dip it on your arm and put away the sharpener.
Hey I'm here!
OMG WE LOST YOU! Enid comes to you and notices the blood. Carla! CARLA!
Are you okay?!
Yhea, you stummer. I uhh fell.. You lie to them. More reason to go on selfharm, lying to new friends that care about you.
(Few months later)
Great start of the second semester! We have all classes together this year!
Carla says Happily I KNOWWW
Your current state
Still best friends with Carla
And still crushing on Enid
End word
I liked writing it but had struggles with the ending, tips are welcome!! Next chapter is in current time btw :) Have fun reading!!
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