𝖐𝖓𝖎𝖋𝖊 𝖉𝖔𝖜𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖗𝖔𝖆𝖙. || Tara Carpenter x Fem OC !!

III

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TW: panic attack

Apryl's POV:

I didn't want to be in there right now. I couldn't believe was I just saw.

Questions were bubbling up in my head, as I run down the stairs, passing Sam as she calls my name, but I ignore her.

I burst out of the building, running away to wherever I could find. did Tara make the first move? Did I do something wrong? Has she liked Chad this entire time?

I feel tears fall from my cheeks, as I run into a alleyway, stumbling to the floor as I could feel my palms aching.

I press my back against the wall, sliding down as I sit on the floor, tears rolling down my cheeks as I let out quiet sobs.

I curl myself into a ball, as I feel my heart beat faster, and my breaths getting shorter and shorter, until I feel as though I can't breathe. tears came from my eyes faster as I clench my chest.

this was a panic attack wasn't it.

I feel like I can't move, like everything was closing up around me. 

what do I do, what do I do.

shit shit shit shit.

I felt like the air in my lungs is slipping away, my breath is so fucking shaky. I close my eyes.

I just want to disappear.

Anika's POV:

I watch as Apryl bursts out of the apartment, as I look to Quinn, her expression nervous.

"Apryl!" I call to her, but she continues to run. I turn to Quinn, Chad and Tara, "What the fuck happened?" Quinn points to Tara and Chad. Please don't tell me they..

"Okay okay!" Chad yells, "I.. accidentally sort of almost was about to kiss Tara and Quinn and Apryl walked in on us." what. the fuck.

"WHAT?!" we all yell, "CHAD!" Mindy yells, " 'accidentally'?! Dude what are you on?!" Mindy scowls at Chad, as Tara bites her lip, I knew that she didn't want to hurt Apryl more then anything, but she has, twice.

I stand up, putting on a sweater, "I'm going to look for Apryl, she's probably having a panic attack right now." I say worried, as Mindy walks up to me, "I'm coming too." I nod. 

As we walk out of the apartment, I look back at Tara, "please, make up things with Apryl." I say softly to her, as Tara looks down.

me and Mindy run out of the building, as we look around, how are we going to find her she could've gone anywhere!

I run around frantically with Mindy, calling out Apryl's name several times.

After 15 minutes we stop by an alleyway, as we hear shaky breathing. That had to be Apryl.

I look carefully as I see her curled into a ball, holding her chest tightly, I was right. It is a panic attack.

I crouch down to her level as I rub her back, "Hey, hey, Apryl. its okay, We're here." She doesn't look up, but her sobs got softer, she probably realizes who we are.

I pull her into a hug, as Mindy rubs Apryl knee. Apryl starts to calm down, as she looks up softly, as I smile.

"I'm sorry, I'm being dramatic." she mumbles, "No, don't be sorry." I say to her, "You have every right to be sad." I rub her back. "C'mon, lets go back to the apartment okay?" Apryl nods, as we get up slowly, Apryl rubbing her eyes, as we walk back, her head down the entire time as me and Mindy frown at each other.