I Talk To A Camera ((Kellic))

0|09|I'll Slap That Damn Smirk Off Your Face

Vic knew that he fucked up. He didn't need space at all. He wanted Kellin to be pressed against him at all times, and Vic had screwed that up by being a dick. He had only said that to Kellin because he cared too much about his reputation. He would come out, but there were a few homophobic dick fucks, as in Max and Josh and their group of friends. Mike knew that he was a flaming homo because he's his brother, and Tony might know, but Vic wasn't too sure.

So, he was waiting outside with Tony, Jaime, and Mike, paying no attention to their conversation because he was too busy looking for Kellin. They were there early for once. "Dude.... dude... Vic... VICTOR!" Jaime shouted, and Vic jumped, muttering a huh what?

"You spaced out. Anyway, Mike said your parents are going out of town for the weekend..." Jaime said and Vic rolled his eyes. "Yeah whatever. We can't trash the house though." Vic said. Jaime and Tony were throwing another one of their legendary parties tomorrow, and they trashed Tony's house last time so they can't use it anymore.

"Fuck yeah!" Jaime exclaimed before turning back to Mike and Tony. Vic continued to look for Kellin, but didn't spot the skinny boy anywhere, and soon enough they had to leave for homeroom. Kellin wasn't in homeroom either, and Vic started to get worried.

He checked Kellin's YouTube channel, his Twitter, and his Tumblr during homeroom instead of paying attention, but there wasn't anything new. He even checked Kellin's Facebook page even though Kellin never used it.

The day seemed to go by in slow motion, or maybe Vic was just on edge and it seemed that way. He had made a habit of checking his phone every five minutes to see if Kellin had updated anything, and he was disappointed every time.

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Dude, you've been spacing out all day. You alright?" Jaime asked once they had gotten outside. "Yeah, I'm fine." Vic lied, giving Jaime a fake smile. "Fine, don't tell me." Jaime said and Vic groaned. "It's nothing. I'm just having a mid-life crisis." Vic said, pulling at his hair.

"You're having a mid-life crisis at eighteen?" Jaime asked, raising an eyebrow. "Yes, yes I am." Vic said, resting his head on the table. "And why are you having an early mid-life crisis?" Jaime asked, sounding a bit sarcastic. "I don't know, you dick." Vic muttered, and Jaime patted his head.

"Does it have to do with someone?" Jaime asked. Tony got up and left, muttering something about going to find Mike. "Maybe." Vic mumbled, and Jaime poked him. "This has to do with that weird kid, doesn't it? The one that's always filming himself." Jaime said, and Vic just nodded.

"You like him, don't you?" Jaime smirked, and Vic groaned. "I'm not gay." Vic said into his arm. "Yeah you are. Mike told us, by accident." Jaime said, and Vic just shrugged. "You guys would've found out anyway." Vic said, sounding like a robot.

"Stop being sad!" Jaime exclaimed, and Vic groaned again, burying his face in his arm. "What did you do anyway? Unless he did something...?" Jaime asked, and Vic groaned again. "Stop groaning and answer my damn questions." Jaime joked, and Vic went to hit him, but missed.

"I pushed him away. And he wasn't answering any of my texts or anything and I fucked up and I just... I don't know." Vic said, looking up at Jaime. "Why'd you push him away?" Jaime asked, and Vic hit his head against the table.

"Because I'm a fucking idiot. That's why." Vic said, and Jaime just nodded. "You kind of are a fucking idiot, to be honest." He said, and Vic glared at him. "Hey, when have I ever taken your side on anything like this?" Jaime said, and Vic knew he had a point.

Whenever Vic did something like this, Jaime was always the one to tell him that he needed to get his shit together, but this time Vic honestly didn't want to get his shit together. "Don't use logic against me." Vic snapped, and Jaime rolled his eyes.

"Pull your head out of your ass!" Jaime yelled, and Vic stood up, grabbing his bag and walking off. He knew that he was being immature, but he just wanted to run away from his problems. So, that's exactly what he did. He walked over to his car and left school.

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It was Saturday now, and Vic hadn't heard anything from Kellin. Nothing had been updated, and Kellin wasn't answering any of his calls, or texts, and Vic was starting to get worried. He had thought of going over to Kellin's house, but he ended up not going because he was acting like a little bitch.

"Goddammit, Vic! Stop moping around! It's starting to get annoying!" Mike shouted at him, throwing the paper that was in his hand at Vic's face. "I'm not moping around." Vic murmured, and Mike looked like he wanted to strangle him.

"Right, that's why you've done nothing but hide in your room for the past two days." Mike snapped, and Vic threw the paper back at him. "I wasn't hiding." Vic muttered, and Mike rolled his eyes. "Oh sorry, you were in there crying over Kellin. It's your fault he's ignoring you!" Mike exclaimed, and Vic stood up from the couch, and went to walk out the front door.

"And you're running like a little bitch! Again!" Mike shouted, and Vic stopped, his hand on the doorknob. "Fuck you." Vic spat before leaving. He dug his car keys out of his pocket and got into his car. He knew that Mike was right, so he's was going to fix it. Although, with his luck he'd probably fuck himself over and then Kellin would hate him and want nothing to do with him.

He stopped outside of Kellin's house and turned his car off. He pressed his face in the steering wheel, the horn going off loudly. After a minute of giving himself a headache he got out of his car and walked up the steps to Kellin's front door. His mom's car wasn't in the driveway, so that might mean that Kellin isn't even here so he wouldn't have to fix anything.

"Stop being a pussy." Vic muttered to himself before knocking on the door. He held his breath and waited, hoping that Kellin wouldn't open the door. However, Kellin did answer the door, and once he saw Vic he slammed the door shut.

Vic knocked on the door again, but Kellin didn't open it. "FUCK OFF!" He heard Kellin shout from inside, but he knocked again. "I'm sorry!" Vic shouted, knocking on the door again. Kellin yanked the door open and glared at Vic.

He looked like death, and Vic couldn't help but blame himself. He had bags under his eyes and was even more pale than he usually was. "You wanted space, so I'm giving you space." Kellin snapped, and Vic looked down at his feet.

"I lied." Vic mumbled, and Kellin rolled his eyes. "Sure you did." Kellin said sarcastically, and Vic pulled at his hair, which was a bad habit but he didn't really care. "I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry, Kellin." Vic said, and Kellin scoffed.

"Right, okay." Kellin said in the same sarcastic tone. "Dammit, don't do this! I really am sorry and it's been eating me alive for the past few days because I feel like a fucking asshole, and yes, I am a fucking asshole, but please just forgive me! Vic exclaimed, his voice breaking at the end.

Kellin stared at him with a blank face, and Vic kind of wanted to start crying. "Just leave." Kellin said, his voice barely above a whisper. "No! I'm not going to just leave!" Vic exclaimed, and Kellin thought that maybe Vic was bipolar, because he was sad just a moment ago and now he's mad.

"You're acting as if we broke up..." Kellin said, and Vic shook his head. "Well, news flash, mother fucker. We weren't together to begin with, so fuck off." Kellin spat, slamming the door in Vic's face again. Vic banged on the door again, and Kellin called him a cock sucker.

"PLEASE KELLIN JUST OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR!" Vic shouted, and knocked again. "SHUT YOUR MOUTH OR I'LL FUCK IT!" Kellin yelled, and Vic couldn't help but laugh. "Don't threaten me with a good time!" Vic exclaimed, and Kellin yanked the door open again.

"Don't laugh. I wasn't cracking a joke." Kellin deadpanned, crossing his arms. "So, you're going to fuck my mouth?" Vic smirked, and Kellin rolled his eyes. "Shut up." Kellin snapped, and he was tempted to slap that damn smirk off of Vic's face, so that's exactly what he did.

He slapped Vic, and continued glaring at him. "Okay, what the hell was that for!" Vic exclaimed, holding his cheek, which now had a handprint on it. "Because you're an idiot!" Kellin exclaimed, before grabbing Vic and kissing him.

Vic kissed him back immediately and pulled him closer, wrapping his arms around Kellin's waist. Kellin tangled his fingers in Vic's hair and softly bit his bottom lip. Vic pulled away with a smirk, and Kellin groaned internally.

"So, I'm guessing you forgive me then?" Vic smirked, and Kellin called him a dumb ass before kissing him again.