I close my eyes and thank thank about my friends my feelings would they laugh at me because I like him would they deny me because of him I look at them no they wouldn't but what if they did they say they care about me they love me is it just an act and am I in the sad movie we're the girl has to choose her friends or the guy she has liked for years were she's says I don't like him but she does the girl everyone thinks is so perfect and loves everyone but is dying inside wants to die but can't she's to scared to thank about what God may say sacred to go to the one who loves her the most and pray to God will I be that girl in that movie or will they support me will they say they don't care who knows one thing that is for sure I'm not going to care if I they love me so much why would they care they would be happy for me.
