Save me(Hobixbts)

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Authors pov

2years...

2 years and hoseok was still in prison,he had gone through a lot during these times,he was bullied alot,he even got sexual assaulted by his cell mates,he had also changed a lot during these years,he had grown more matured,he also learned how to fight thanks to one of his friends in prison who he could relate to alot since he too was in prison for what he didn't do thanks to their fucked up justice system.He also never smiled anymore he just smirked but he frowned more,and he also had enemies in prison who he has always fought with.He had grown to hate himself.Since the time he was in prison no one had come to visit him,he tried not to take it to heart but he failed miserably when he always found himself crying himself to sleep every single day,he had even gotten beaten up by his cell mates because he was "disturbing"their peace so he stopped crying.

Right now he was eating in the cafeteria with his buddy. When the news came up showing his members on tv,his eyes widened and there were tears in his eyes,he missed them alot,it had been a while since he saw them, talkless on tv.the news caster was talking about how BTS were really successful,they had so many people who loved them and they were earning a lot of money also,the news showed his members in the airport after going to New York for their concert.they were taking pictures,but he noticed something he didn't know if he was mistaken or he was just being paranoid but he felt the tension between Jungkook and taehyung and the .... members? His trail of thoughts were cut off when he was tapped on his shoulder.

He turned and saw his best friend,jongkim.

"Uhm,aren't those your ex members?"jongkim said while looking at hoseok.

Hoseok frowned,he didn't like what jongkim said.

"They are not my ex members,we are still in the same group,it's just that I'm in prison and they are there but we are still in one group."hoseok explained while looking at the tv.The members were currently going into their van and going to an interview then from there they would go home

"Oh really?,I thought you guys broke up,since they have not visited nor called you since the two years that you've been here."jongkim said while eating his plain rice.

"Gosh this food is disgusting,but I have to eat unless I will starve to death,I miss ramen."jongkim sulked.

"They have been very busy,I'm sure they wanted to come ma-maybe they had a lot to do."hoseok tried to defend his members and comfort himself also that his members hadn't forgotten him,but his heart told a different story.

He missed them,but did they miss him? He kept asking himself this question.Am sure they miss me, right? Yeah they miss me.

"Look they are having an interview."jongkim said while pointing at the tv.

Hoseok looked up.They had changed alot in appreance except for Jimin,he was still a little mochi.Hoseok chuckled while thinking about his mochi and the members,he missed them like there was no tomorrow.He had finally smiled.

He heard a gasp from beside him,It was jongkim.

"What?"hoseok asked.

"You never smile, like ever."jongkim said, in disbelief

"Shut up."hoseok said while blushing but he still had the smile on his face.

But that smile quickly faded when he heard the question the interviewer asked his members.

"Do you miss hoseok?"

That question,that question had hoseok sit up straight,he wanted to hear their reply.

"Of co-"Jungkook started.

"No,we will never miss that rapist, please don't bring him up again,we are feeling uncomfortable."Jimin said while others agreed except for Jungkook of course who was staring daggers at the back of jimin's head.He would wait for them to reach home first.

"Oh I'm sorry."the interviewer said.

Hoseok's jaw dropped,he wanted to scream he didn't know when the tears came rolling down his face drenching it.His friend looked at him concerned and wanted to comfort him but he was interrupted when he saw one of their cell mates who had tormented hoseok his whole time in jail,the one who was always raping him AKA hoseok's arch enemy.Alex.

"Look at them,they hate you,you disgust them,they don't even want to hear your name." Alex said,chuckling while sitting on hoseok's chair and putting his hand around him,tormenting him.Hoseok tried to ignore him,he really tried but he couldn't when the hand on his shoulder gave him memories he wanted to forget so bad,but he couldn't,he hadn't even recovered from hyuk and another had happened to him.He really wanted to die,no one wanted him anyways.

Alex crossed the line by taking hoseok's uneaten rice,poured water on it and poured it unto hoseok's head.Hoseok was shaking from anger now he had enough,he won't sit here and let this man humiliate him.Hoseok didn't know what demon possessed him but he was thankful for it when he punched Alex square in the face,Alex fell off the chair and screamed,his right eye was bleeding,he looked at hoseok with shock then fury.He charged towards hoseok and tried to grab him but hoseok moved aside expertly and grabbed him by the hair harshly and dropped him face first on the floor hard making Alex break his nose and he groaned because of the pain.

Hoseok turned him around and looked at him with an evil glint in his eyes,while smirking.

"What? why are you looking at me like that? are you shocked? this is not the same boy you always beat up right? this is not the same boy you always raped right? I have had enough of your shit,don't you ever touch me with your filthy hands ever again in your life,when you wanna fuck,you go fuck a wall or something but not me you hear me,I am not your slut, bastard,if you ever try to touch me or my friend ever again I will cut off your dick understood? I said do you understand?" Alex nodded with wide eyes,Alex was terrified,he hadn't seen this side of hoseok and he wouldn't lie but it turned him on seeing hoseok manhandling like that.

Hoseok spat on his face and left him.

The officers on duty saw the commotion and ran to stop the fight,hoseok had already left,he went to the rest room to wash his hand to remove the blood from his hand.He looked at himself in the mirror,he saw a different person and...He liked this person.He knew he was loosing himself but he didn't care.

"Fuck them all"he thought.