Authors pov
Hoseok was currently in the kitchen doing the dishes after being lonely and not knowing what to do with himself,he was again left out by his "beloved" members he didn't even know where they where right now.
"I don't care". That's what he keeps telling himself,but he knows deep down he cares,he is just stubborn to admit it, stubborn to admit that he misses his members even though he tries to deny it,deny that it isn't obvious that he needs them like water and air,tries to deny that he doesn't just want to hug them and forget what they did to him,the betrayal, everything,he is just tired.He feels so lost and empty all he wants to do is curl up in a ball and cry until he can't cry no more,why does he have to suffer like this,why.
With a sigh and a shake of his head he cleans his palms with rag and drops it neatly and was going to his room when the electricity went out, he stopped in his tracks,everywhere was dark,He couldn't see anything,only the little light coming from the moonlight that was making him see some things.
"What the fuck"he whispered under his breath.He thought about his members and thought maybe they were playing a prank on him and he calmed down a little.
"You guys can stop now,I know it's you okay"hoseok said while rolling his eyes,he didn't feel like playing.
Silence.everywhere was silent and it made him anxious,he didn't want to admit but he was scared.He didn't like the dark,it reminded him of when he was in prison and what happened to him in the dark.
He remembers vividly how pressed he felt and had to use the restroom and begged the guard to let him out so he could use the restroom,the guard allowed him and he quickly went not noticing the shadow following him behind.He entered the illuminated bathroom and did his business and was about to go out when suddenly the lights went out and he was pushed back inside the medium sided cubicle and was pinned to wall,he couldn't see the person who was holding him in place because his back was turned with his stomach pressed tightly to the wall.
He tried not to panick but couldn't help it when he felt a hand going through his pants and grabbing him making him yelp loudly and trying to fight this mysterious person who was probably going to rape him,he shuddered at the realization and almost burst into tears he couldn't let that happen to him again.well let's just say he was raped again by...Alex,of course it was that bastard he had beef with him anyway so to take revenge he took hoseok forcefully and left him there like he was trash and not a human.Tnat night hobi could not sleep and was shivering badly and crying so much he hated himself for not knowing how to protect himself from these unfavorable situations.He fell really I'll and had to be given immediate care.He recovered but his mental health didn't.
So being in the dark wasn't really helping his fear,and he started hyperventilating and his hands where shaking badly.These were the times where he became really vulnerable,he just couldn't help it,he just wanted someone to hug him and tell him everything was fine and that he will be alright.
"Guys please,this isn't funny anymore please stop I don't like this, stop please"he pleaded,tears already flowing from his eyes.
"P-p-please"he said brokenly while crying.
He didn't know if he was seeing things or just overly scared but he thought he heared Alex' voice,hearing his laughter,and even...hyuk's,his heavy breathing,his every moan, everything.
He shudderted and hugged himself tightly and cried brokenly.
"Taehyungie?, namjoonie?,anyone there".he screamed.
"Is there's anyone the- ahh!"hobi screamed loudly when he heared a loud "bang"sound coming from outside and it came from the backyard.It sounded like a gunshot.
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