My New Life

Chapter 5

Still on top of me, he suddenly tore the dress I was wearing and I was left completely naked in front of him. He stared for a while before taking off my underwear as well, leaving me completely exposed.

"Please don't do this" I begged, a tear slipping down my face.

He placed his mouth on my neck and started sucking, leaving red marks. As if I was not disgusted enough, one of his hands suddenly grabbed my boob and started kneading them.

I didn't know what he was doing, or what he wanted to know. I remembered life as a little kid. Nobody ever mentioned these things to me. But I knew about good touch and bad touch and that was definitely not good.

He got away for a swift moment and I saw him getting undressed.

"W-what are y-you doing?" I asked, closing my eyes, not wanting to see him naked. Suddenly I cursed myself for being so innocent, for not knowing what he was trying to do. But obviously I couldn't change that.

He got on top of me again, and this time I could feel his cold body touching mine. He lowered himself on me and I suddenly felt something on my thigh, forcing me to open my eyes.

"Please don't let it be what I'm thinking" I chanted in my mind while slowly looking down.

And there it was, his 'man thing', as I was taught at that young age, rubbing on me.

"Please no" I started crying uncontrollably.

"I have never done something like this before" I cried, hoping he would stop.

But to my horror, that encouraged him even more and his smirk grew even wider.

"So you are saying no one ever touched that tight pussy of yours?" He said, sounding very pleased.

I didn't reply but that didn't bother him at all. He was concentrating on kneading my boobs and grinding his dick in my thigh. Soon enough I could feel his wetness on me and I almost vomited right on him.

Suddenly he pushed his dick inside me without warning and I screamed in pain. That was the worst pain I've ever had. From not knowing that a dick could enter there, I was suddenly coping with losing my virginity.

Even though he knew how much I was hurting, he didn't stop or even slow down. The pain grew each second and my panic increased as I saw blood coming out of me.

"Ryder, please stop. I'm hurting" I begged while crying, struggling to even breathe.

"It's Mr Martinez for you" he growled in my ears, making me shiver.

His moans were like daggers piercing my ears and all I wanted was to kill him at that moment. Even though I kept begging, he didn't stop thrusting into me. All my attempts to free my hand were in vain and all I could do was scream and cry.

The world started to spin and my eyes filled with dark spots. I felt suffocated as if all the oxygen suddenly vanished from Earth. Within a few seconds, I fell unconscious, although I didn't want to leave my body helpless like that to the monster currently inside me.

I woke up after maybe hours. But time didn't matter at that moment. I looked around to find Ryder missing from the room. My hands and feet were untied and I took the opportunity to wrap the bedsheet around my naked body.

I didn't know what just happened. I started trembling as I looked at the blood on the white sheet. What has he done to me?

My vagina was burning and paining. It was an indescribable feeling. I tried to stand up, wanting to wash myself, or even tear my skin off due to the disgust I was feeling. But my whole body was hurting too much to even stand. As I forced myself up the bed, I collapsed on the floor. Desperate to reach the bathroom, I crawled on all fours and finally managed to plump myself in the bathtub.