Helena bonham carter comfort one shots (Helena x female reader)

Dont worry im here

7.
Don't worry I'm here
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Im laying in bed overthinking and stressing over the most randomest things. Mostly it's just thoughts popping into my head which isn't true and its making me worried just the thought of it. Helena is downstairs making dinner she doesn't know I'm upset I try and hide it but I'm sure she has kinda caught on but I don't know?. I'm currently on the bed shaking a little I think I'm gonna have a panic attack. I'm tearing up and I begin to sob. I'm shaking so much I'm trying to catch my breath. I quickly stand up and go to the bathroom and turn on the cold tap and splash my face with the cold water to calm me down but I still carry on crying.

I leave the bathroom and rush downstairs into the kitchen to see Helena cooking. "Hi darling are you oka-" she stops herself as she sees me crying and she instantly walks over to me and wraps her arms around me and I do the same. I sob in her arms almost screaming in her ear. "Shh don't worry I'm here" I'm shaking and she pulls back and rubs both of my arms gently. She knows that comforts me. "Baby tell me what's wrong..please?!" Helena says softly but with a lot of worry in her voice. "I-I no I can't" I cry and this makes Helena look even more worried. "Please I wanna help u" she says.

"It's just I'm keep on having thoughts..random thoughts popping into my head..and it's making me worried just the thought of them u know. I don't like it baby" I sob even harder and Helena gently strokes my face. "Shhh y/n..calm down okay. Take deep breaths in and out" Helena says gently and I do as she says. I take a few deep breaths In and out. "Good job darling, keep going" she says and I do it for another minute as Helena strokes my face. As she does that I close my eyes melting into her touch. We stay like this for a few more minutes until Helena speaks up.

"Why don't we go take a bath together. I know how baths relax u baby and then I could maybe read you some poetry or we could watch a film. Any film you like but I have to finish the food first...we don't have too eat it straight away we can just heat it back up. How do u feel about that?" Helena says with a smile on her face. I can see how much she's trying to cheer me up and it's working I just nod and Helena smiles and kisses my cheek softly. She goes back over to the stove and I just stand there watching her but I want cuddles again so I sneak up behind her and wrap my arms around her waist. I hear her chuckle which warms my heart.

10 minutes later

Me and Helena are upstairs in the bathroom. Helena ran the bath and put a lot of bubble soap in it cause she knows I like bubble baths. She has lit a few candles making it all cozy and romantic. "Baby you really didn't need to do that" I look at her in awe and Helena blushes. "I wanted to..I really wanna make u feel a lot better than before"  she says and I'm blushing so much she's so cute I'm so lucky.

I take off my shirt leaving me in my bra and I turn around and slide off my grey joggers and I see Helena's reflection in the mirror and she looks at me up and down biting her lip. I turn around and smirk as she takes off her clothing. Helena unbuttons her green and black top and let's it drop. I see her bare breasts as soon as the shirt drops. Helena normally doesn't wear a bra cause she finds them uncomfortable. She slips off her skirt leaving her in just her lacey underwear. I step closer and lean in and kiss her. I feel her warm wet tounge trying to enter my mouth and I let her in. I moan as her tounge explores my mouth. I hold her waist and my tounge also begins to explore her mouth and she moans softly into my mouth. This goes on for a few more minutes until we pull away catching our breath.

"Let's get in the bath yeah..before it gets cold" Helena chuckles and she takes off her underwear and steps into the bath first laying down and I step in after her and lay inbetween her legs. I rest my head on her chest and look up at her smiling. "I love you" I whisper and I see Helena blushing "I love u so much more" she says softly.

A few minutes go by and Helena is gently washing my hair. She's massaging my scalp and my eyes roll to the back of my head it feels so good. "Feel nice my love?" Helena asks as she massages all the shampoo into my hair and I just nod and let out a quiet moan making Helena smirk and blush. "Okay I'm gonna wash it off now okay" and once again I just nod. Helena picks up the small bucket thing and fills it up with water and she rinses my hair and runs her nails through my hair gently making sure it's all coming out. "There all done sweetheart" Helena says softly and she squeezes my waist making me chuckle "stop ittt!" I say softly and Helena laughs
"Okay okay. Let's get out now"

Me and Helena step out the bath and I wrap a towel around myself and so does Helena. We go into our bedroom and Helena dries herself off before placing on her robe and I do the same. We get into bed and Helena pats her chest and I smile and rest my head on her chest and Helena begins to play with my hair gently. "Hm that feels good" I mumble and I see Helena grab the tv remote and she switches on Netflix and puts on the series 'gogglebox' since she knows I like it plus she enjoys it too. "Are you okay?" Helena asks me as she carries on caressing my hair. "Yeah I'm fine thank u baby"

Time skip

Me and Helena have watched 3 episodes and I'm kinda tired now and I can tell Helena is too. I switch off the tv now me and Helena left in the dark well apart from the fairy lights which are above our bed. I take my head off her chest and I grab the lavender sleep spray we put on our bed to help us sleep. "Lift up please baby" I say nicely and Helena does that and I spray both of our pillows and the bed sheets. We lay back down and I look into Helena's brown eyes smiling. "What?" She whispers softly as I stroke her face. "Hm nothing just admiring my beautiful girlfriend..is that okay?" I whisper back and Helena rolls her eyes "shush look at yourself baby! Ur so beautiful and I'm just old" she says quietly. I frown "baby no ur not old your perfect for me..ur so beautiful so kind and I love you don't ever doubt yourself" I smile and she nods and kisses me gently.

Me and Helena cuddle and talk about random things for a few minutes before closing our eyes and falling asleep in eachothers arms.

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Authors note: I'm gonna try and update more since I've barely updated these past 4 months haha. I really needed this and I hope u liked it.