Chapter 10- Bullshit

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Ally POV

I went to find Jack, after I finally calmed down, I figured that I needed to find out who's after us the quicker the better, I need to leave this life behind and focus on moving forward.
When I got to the infirmary, I saw Jack looking deep in thought.

"Hey Cus, how are you feeling?" I asked

"Not bad, considering I was shot and almost killed." He replies

" Well that's a downer." A familiar a voice.

I couldn't help, but smile I looked to Jack with a knowing look.

"LEO!! your here!" I yelled happily, I jumped into his arms and hug him tightly.

"About time you showed up, I was beginning to think you'd never show up" Jack smirks

"Did you think I'd miss out on the fun, its been a while since we we're all together." Leo says proudly

" I heard you gained a new bionic arm, congrats man." Jack says punching Leo in the arm playfully

"I did, but I also came to tell Ally something and what I will tell you changes everything." Leo says very seriously.

" I think this calls for a meeting, without team Austin, I've had enough of them for the time being." I say.

" I heard about that, Jack and Chase told me, they don't deserve you." Leo sympathizes

" Lets forget about it for now." I sighed

"I'll go and get the others. That includes Cole. I have a few a ideas on who's after us." I say

"Cole went to the basement. Lets meet back where we first met, 'our place'." Leo says

"Its been awhile since we stepped foot in that place." Jack says leaning back onto his bed.

I nodded, I slowly walked out the door not saying a word. I went back to the basement, it really has been a long time since we even stepped foot in that place. I heard small murmurs through the wooden door. I took a deep breath, I slowly walked in, the first thing I noticed was Cole, I ran up into his arms, he spins me around, I squealed until he put me down.
"I glad your safe." he smiles at me.
I nodded my head.
"So am I, Leo called a meeting at our old hide out." I explained.
I finally realized Austin, Trish and Dez, were here as well.
"Ok, I'll meet you there." he says hugging me one more time and placing a kiss on my forehead.
"Hey Ally can we come too?" Asked Dez hopefully, I smiled before responding.
"You are staying here Dez, this is to do with family and you lot are safer here."
"We can help." Austin pleads.
"Really? You think you can help what could you possibly offer me that I don't already have, you think because your Austin Moon that changes perspective?think again" I responded
"You said you can trust me Ally" Dez whispers.
"Dez I do, you are like a brother, but this meeting is do with my team, the people who always has my back, I trust you I do, but to an extent. There was a time where I'd let you come but now the tables have changed. Please understand what I'm doing is to protect you, the faster we can do. The faster you can forget about me." I say my voice is soft but it's deflated, I've had enough of them.
"I can help." Trish says
"Yea? How?" I asked.
"I can get you into places." Trish says with triumphant smile. I rolled my eyes.
"Trish, Chase is a hacker. I'm a hacker.
Both Kim, Bree and me are great at persuading. I went into a party and left with 15 million dollars which was already stolen money and retuned it to the rightful owners, I can easily persuade anyone to do my biddings. So honestly no you can't help me. I'm a black belt in ALL martial arts categories, I'm hacker, persuader of people, intelligent and I can handle any weapon known. Do you honestly think you can help me." I asked.
I left them stunned.
"Didn't think so." I smiled sweetly.
"But I can help you Ally, before you say anything just listen, I have photographic memory and I can hack any computer known, I know it's not much, but it's a start." Dez says
"You can help, if you want." I responded.
"Your not shocked?"
"Honestly? no. You have a gifted mind, I knew something was up the first time we met, but I didn't know what. Dez you must understand you don't have to do this." I say calmly
"I know. I want too." Dez says with determination apparent in his voice.
"That's bullshit." Austin whispers so quietly I almost didn't hear him.
"What?" I asked
"Its bullshit, you trust him then you do me, I know I messed up-"
"MESSED UP?! YOU THINK THATS WHAT I'M MAD ABOUT? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? YOU BLEW ME OFF TO HANG OUT WITH THE GIRL YOU WE'RE GOING TO REPLACE ME WITH. TELL ME SOMETHING WERE HER SONGS EVEN GOOD OR DID YOU WANT HER BECAUSE OF HER LOOKS?" I yelled this was my breaking point.
"I..." He tries
"DON'T. YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT HURTS THE MOST? I'm not about you wanting to be with her, I mean she's gorgeous she's everything I'm not-"
"Ally.." He tries again but I don't let him.
"What hurts the most, is after you hurt me, saying those horrible words about me to people, who didn't give a flying fuck about your personality or what you are. They only cared about your name.You actually got together with Brooke not even a day after our fight.
Austin Moon nothing but a player, you played with me,I thought you might've actually liked me, but like you said I'm nothing but plain old Ally Dawson. I guess it's out there now, but here's the funny part after this is over, if I live I'll be changed, you'll be the same person you always were. The only difference is I'm not sticking around for the show."
I say voice breaks.
"Ally please..." Austin tries
"It's okay, Austin really. I mean I'm just your second choice-"
"No. Pleas-" he tries
"Do me a favor when this is done, forget I was ever real." I say
"No-" Austin tries.
"I gotta go, I don't want the others to this idea that they're my second choice,the feeling really hurts." I say.
I walk out that door and run as fast as I possibly can.
Austin POV
"I really hope your happy" Dez says angrily.
"Why would I be happy? The girl I love thinks that she was a second choice."
I yelled.
"Well wasn't she? Austin she saw you making out with countless girls when she was crushing on you." Trish says.
I froze, this can't be happening.
"What?" I asked
"You know how she kept going on about how you blew her off? One of those finally got her, she went out to find you, to tell you how she felt, but when she went past her pond to get to yours. The pond where the both of you bonded, what broke her heart, she saw you and some bimbo making out be it, she actually couldn't believe it, so she went for a closer look just invade she was wrong. She knew it was you, her heart shattered right then and there, she came to my place and cried."
Trish explained, she smiles for a moment, I felt like throwing up. I remember that night. I took this girl out and I wanted to be cool so I took her to the pond. I didn't think Ally would mind.I guess she did. I'm
an awful person, she felt like a second choice, because of me."I think she finally got over you, when Elliot came to town, you had let your jealousy get in the way, but that worked out didn't it, you dated her for a freaking week but you gave up." Trish continued on. I gave up, everything I am, I made a huge mistake, why did I go to Brooke she wasn't anything to me. Each word
Ally had said stung, but what hurt was knowing she would never trust me.
If I could change it, I would.
"YOU told her to move on! She did and YOU broke her down and made feel like that. YOU lead her to believe she was a second choice. She gave you countless chances but you let her down.
I lost my best friend because you wanted something fake. Austin face it, you hurt her and now your promises, your words and lies are what's breaking her down." Trish finally finished.
"Do you think I can win her back?" I asked
"I don't know" Trish answers.
"Well I'm going to try." I say.
"How?" Dez asked
"I'm going to try and be there, I'll be better, I don't want her to think of me as a player."
Ally POV
That's it.. what I've been holding inside me for so long it's gone. I don't feel mad, I just feel relieved that all that bottled up anger is finally gone.
I ran through the woods that was situated at the back of the school.
I remember coming here for the first time, I was with Chase and Cole.
We were playing in teams, I don't remember the game, we were all the same side but the others were against us. We found this hunt hidden deep within the forest and soon enough it was our club house. No one knew about but us.
I went into the hunt, over time it changed, we built it and moved into the trees, we brought bits and pieces to make it feel part of us.
It truly was amazing.
"Alright now that we're all here Leo what did you want to tell us?" Chase asked
"Well how do I say this gently? Umm... Ally's the lost bionic girl!" Leo says 'gently'
"I did not see that coming!" Adam hoots
"Neither did I" The others say in unison.
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