The Desire

" Connection "

Shehnaaz

' So cold!!! ' I thought groaning covering myself further with the cover's , sidharth hugged me tight having his one leg on mine placing his hand over my 6 weeks baby bump.

" Sidharth should we get up?? It's 5:30am already "

I say he grunts pushing me further towards his chest.

" Two more minutes "

" Our class starts at 6:00 am wake up, let me go I need to pee "

I say freeing myself from his hold finishing my business. Changing myself into my yoga outfits I walked towards my vanity to put some sunblock on while sidharth still layed on the bed snuggling to my pillows . We moved back to Switzerland few weeks back, I had to take part in the marathon race and also a part of the restaurant  representation. I sold my house here in Switzerland and bought a cottage near the mountains, sidharth has been doing great , he is now a family man. He spends all his morning and nights with me and zahara, we have divided the chores around the house where sidharth would be doing the heavy lifting works like throwing the trash, handling the laundry and mopping the house . I would wash the dirty vessels, sweeping the house to folding the clothes, I would be cooking the lunch and dinner where as sidharth would handle the breakfast .

Due to my morning sickness I can't cook meals in the morning so sidharth took over the responsibility of feeding breakfast to us, he also gives zahara a bath, get her dressed for the day while I chose to feed her food dealing with ultimate tantrums of all time . We take our dogs on a walk in evening together as my body needes some exercise and I'm preparing myself for the marathon, where as in the morning the guard's take the dogs on the walk. Sidharth wasn't happy knowing I would be also helping in the chores but he  knew insted of arguing agreeing was a better option.

" Now hold each others hands, ladies slowly rest you're head against you're husbands chest and feel there heartbeat "

Spoke the yoga instructor, listening to her I held sidharth shoulder resting my face against his chest listening to his heartbeat's, I closed my eyes as she further ask us to feel each other's wavelength and listen to the rhythm of our husband's or baby daddy's heartbeat's.

" Mumma's hair stinky "

Said zahara laughing at me, I looked at her stunned listening to whatever she just said. Picking her up I lay her over my lap tickling her.

" What did you say?? Mumma's hair smell like what?? "

" Mumma's hair stinky "

She says giggling as tickled her more sidharth got us our breakfast , I had my poha listening to zahara.

" Did you just hear what she said?? "

I ask sidharth who was playing with zahara, he shook his head feeding her some poha.

" She said my hair stinks, I just took a shower. Is my hair actually stinking??"

I ask while sidharth sniff my hair nodding his head negatively zahara giggled playing with my wet hair.

" Baby she doesn't mean any of it look at her smirking "

Pointed sidharth at zahara's mischievous smile across her face , 'just like her dada, always like to say something out of pocket ' I thought starting at the look-alike father and daughter duo.