The Invisible Rainbow 🌈

Chap - 3

When Mrs.Suppasit opens the door she didn't see Mew in the room.The room is dark,the light which is coming from street light and some digital banners make the room more gloomy.Mrs.Suppasit enters the room and found Mew on the balcony with a cigarette in his hand.His cigarette is burning continuously but he didn't even realise it.Mrs.Suppasit once thought that should she call Mew or leave Mew alone? But her heart ached seeing her dear son in this situation.She knows everything.She also knows that Mew always hides his pain from his mother and acts like normal.But Sam had told her every details about Mew.She knows her sweetheart always tries to not give any tention to his mother but Maa can understand everything.
"Darling" she puts her hand on Mew's head.Mew startled by the touch.He turns to see and finds his mother is standing behind him.Mrs.suppasit saw that his eyes are red due to the continuous sobbing.Mew suddenly hugged his mother and burst into tears again.
Mrs. Suppasit pats his head and continue to cares her boy.
"Don't cry sweetheart.Time will heal everything.Do trust  your mother's word.Please be strong.Everything gonna be ok darling."
Mew started hiccups.Mrs.Suppasit continuously cares and pats her boy.
"Maa, I have loved him very much.Still I love him.But why he always ignore me?why he always give me this much pain?My heart is aching maa."
"I didn't want to go to Korea because of him maa.I thought that at least here I can see him.But if seeing him with another person,gives me this much pain maa,I can't handle it's my fault maa to love him like a mad man."
Mrs.Suppasit brings Mew to his bed,makes him seat there,gives him a glass of water and cares his head.
"Son,I know you are a brave person.To love someone is not a sin or crime, you can love someone whoever you want but don't expect the same love from that person.May be the person is not appropriate for your love.I know it hurts when you love someone to death and seeing them with another person suffers you to the hell.But you need to forget about the past.You need to try to live your present life.You need to give you another a chance.May be that person can love you more than themselves,may be the person can make you forget about the past,can make you forget about the pain which you are in now.Mewmew, at least please give yourself a chance ,give yourself a chance to be happy again,to live life again."

Mrs.Suppasit, continuously caressing his forehead.Mew puts his head on her lap and shut his eyes down.Mrs.Suppasit continuously humming something, because she can remember in his childhood Mew always felt sleepy whenever he listens this lullaby,so she is now trying to trick his Son by the song, so that his baby could fall into sleep.
The darkness of the night kept getting darker as the night grew. The number of people on the road is started to gradually decreased. Mother kept praying in her heart that her son would overcome this pain. That everything would be like before.That she can see her son like before,like that kind-hearted that jolly that cheerful and that nice to everyone.

"Saint,baby wake up.Don't you have shoot today?" Saint's mother knocked the door.
"Saint,darling wake up.It's late already".His mother called him.
Saint is living  with his mother and father.
His father owns a small restaurant in which his mother helps her father.Saint is still studying in college and doing part time acting because he wants to become a famous actor like "him".But now due to his studies he can't fully focus on his acting career.After finishing his studies he wants to full concentrate on that.Though he has already casted in a BL series as a support actor and got a little fame but he wants to be main lead.
His mother and father is very supporting towards him.They are very open minded and liberal person.
"Baby?" his mother going to knock the door again but Saint opened the door.
"Saint,don't you have shoot today?" her sentence is not complete Saint hugged his mother suddenly.His mother understands that some wrong has happened with her baby,but give him some time so that when he will feel like he will tell them.Yesterdau when Saint came back to home at late night his mother suspects something but like today she didn't ask him.She knows Saint will tell her everything he just needs some time.
"Mae,am I that much bad?" Saint whispered.His mother didn't speak anything just cares his head.
"Yesterday I met with P'Mew,but it seems like he doesn't want to talk to me atleast."Saint murmurs again.His mother brings him to their dining room and makes him seat on the chair and she also seat beside him.
"Yesterday P'Mew was not in a good mood,and his manager request me to help him to go home because they didn't bring their car,but P'Mew didn't like this matter and refused to take my help."
His mother is listening patiently all the things and patting his hand gesturing him to continue.
"I drove him to his room,but he didn't talk to me once,even don't ask my name also.Just give me the instructions of the road to their home.When we reached he don't even turn to me once and went to his room. It makes me very hurt Mae."Saint told his mother everything and started crying in silent.
"Will he ever talk to me Mae?Will he ever like me?" tears continually fall from his eyes.
"Baby, if you like someone you need to give them time to understand your feelings towards them.You don't even confess to him that you like him.Give yourself and him some time.Try to talk with him first.You have been following him for almost one year but didn't even speak to him once.First try to speak to him,then you can decide the consequences baby."
Saint listen the words from his mother but somehow he couldn't quite believe himself.
"Let's eat first the breakfast.You father also hasn't have his breakfast yet,I am calling him."His mother went to call his father from the garden.
Saint 's mind keeps wandering about yesterday's incidents.He couldn't forget the eyes of Mew and how he have behave with him.It is still hurting him.
They all are eating silently their breakfast.Saint's father few times looked at his son but didn't say anything.His mother  slightly pressed his hand gesturing not to ask him anything and they continue to eat their food.