𝐓𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐅𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐞𝐬

3|Sofia

Today was the day  me and Seline were supposed to go back. It wasn't like I was going there for the first time but for the past 4 years I haven't ever thought of going back and now god saved me. I hate my memory for this same reason. I still could not forget that one mistake I made, that one mistake that ruined my 18th birthday, that one mistake that spoiled my entire friendship with Nick. Oh god, Nick how will I face him?

"wake up from your imagination" I slightly flinched when I heard Seline speak standing beside me "Yeah right sorry when do we have to leave" I looked towards Seline but I could just see the concern in her eyes "Sofia" Seline sat next to me "you still can't forget it can you" she continued speaking while her other hand rubbing my back gently" well she was right I still could not forget it how much ever I try to forget the past I can't. honestly, I can't blame my body for that having insomnia was already messing with my mind a lot and on top of that my memory.

Yes, I have a photographic memory like Dad and a 160 IQ all coming from my dad's genes sometimes I hate it a lot, many people say it's a blessing to have such a good memory but then they don't know how bad it can get when you're trying to forget that bit of past that piece of hell you went through.

No one cares about it they just want the good parts of having this kind of memory but they don't want to see the bad parts too, I don't blame them either if I were in the place of those people wishing to have good memory I would think the same but now.

"Sofia god dammit stop zoning out" I slightly flinched when Seline shouted next to my ear "I am so sorry" She indicated me to come closer to her, I shifted a bit close to her while she gently hugged me and caressed my head. I slowly laid my head on her lap while she wrapped her hands around me.

This peace is all I need sometimes and I miss it a lot I miss the way I used to lay down on Mom's lap while Dad and Nicko rubbish talked about god knows what not every time Dad used to do something making me and Mom laugh so much.

I miss it,

Nicko

Mom

Dad

I miss all of them,

"sof" Seline spoke in a soft tone "Hm" I replied while my eyes were closed "how is it when you have that kind of memory" What should I tell her now "It depends on the situation sometimes it's a blessing to have such a perfect memory where you remember all the happy details of your life but then that other time it can be next to hell when you're trying to forget that one thing, that one mistake, that one regret in your life and yet you can't, that constant reminder of that one wrong thing in your life haunting you half of the time." A slight sigh left out of my mouth while I stood up from the bed

"we should get ready to leave now or we will be late" I was trying to stop her from worrying about me but I knew it would not work out.

"right we should leave before it gets too late" Seline spoke and stood up from the bed, I could see she was still not convinced about me but couldn't do anything of that anymore.

I took out my phone from my pocket and quickly called my manager to ask for the arrangements and to make sure everything was safe for us to head towards the airport.

"is it done" Seline questioned me while I was grabbing my remaining few bags left, I nodded in agreement and we both headed towards the ground floor where the whole staff was waiting to escort us out of here.

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Loud noises

Fans cheering

Camara clicking pictures

Lots of people gathered around us

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