When I was 10 Justin came in my room around 8:26 I think drunk and high he told me we were gonna play a game I didn't understand anything at my age bc no one ever told me about this type of stuff he started touching my private part I was going through puberty at the time so I did have Brest but I really didn't like it it made me uncomfortable I told him to stop but he wouldn't i started crying until he stopped for weeks I didn't tell anyone just stayed in my room not eating anything only time I would actually get out is if Justin was gone or if I had to use the bathroom
But other than that I stayed in my room crying Until my mom had enough of it and asked me what was wrong I told her she didn't believe me bc Justin and Carlos was always her favorite child I told my dad but he was the same as my mom not caring
But I didn't fully recover over it bc every time I look at Him the memories pop up
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Dad:where are you going say hi to your brothers
Hayden:hey
I gave Carlos a hug and Justin a smile
Mom:are you okay Hayden
Hayden:yeah I'm just gonna go to my room
I went up to my room and got in the shower then I got out 20 minutes later and put some sweatpants on and a shirt on then I put my hygiene stuff on
And brushed my teeth and tried to sleep
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I could tell a person was behind me I turned around and saw Justin
Hayden:y-yes
Justin:nothing I was just checking on my little sister how was your day today
Hayden:...good
Justin:well can I get a hug I missed you
Hayden:maybe later in trying to sleep
Justin:Hayden...
Hayden:okay fine
I got up and gave him a hug but he slapped my butt
Hayden:Justin stop
I pushed him away from me
Justin:ik you want me stop denying it
Hayden:your disgusting im your little sister that's 17 your like 19
Justin:so
He got closer to me and went inside my pants started touching me and making me uncomfortable I pushed him off of me but he over powers me and laid me down and kept going while I was still fighting to get him off of me
Hayden:Justin stop please
I screamed for my mom soon she came in seeing my pants to my knees
Mom:what are you doing Hayden
Hayden:it was him mom
Mom:your doing this shit again Hayden how many times do I have to tell you to stop acting like a slut
Justin:mom calm down
Mom:are you ok Justin
Justin:yeah ima go now tho
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He left
Mom:why are your pants to your knees with your brother in the room are you really that dirty
Hayden:no he came in here and started touching me again ma you got to believe me this time
Mom:idk you just lye so much it's to hard for me to believe you
Hayden:mom this happened when I was 10 and it's happening again
Mom:idc Hayden go to bed
Hayden:your not gonna do anything about it
Mom:do you have proof
Hayden:no
Mom:so then no bye go to bed
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She left i got in bed and started crying I called vallyk like 3 times but he didn't answer I just needed to get out the house and get some air so I did vallyk called me back
Hayden:hello
Vallyk:yeah
Hayden:are you going to sleep rn
Vallyk:yeah
Hayden:I need you rn
Vallyk:Ight pull up I'll be waiting
Hayden:okay
I hung up and drove to vallyks house
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When I get there I told him I was outside he ran out side into my car
Vallyk:wsg ma
I started crying
Vallyk:ma you good
Hayden:no he came back vallyk and I'm scared he did it again
Vallyk:what happened
Hayden:my brother
Vallyk:what about him
Hayden:he touched me again and my mom didn't care about me
Vallyk:come here
I crawled on the other side and sat in his lap crying in his chest
Vallyk:ik let it out
He was rubbing his thumb on my back and started crying some more
Vallyk:Hayden ik
He wiped my tears and made me look at him
Vallyk:Hayden your gonna be fine please stop crying ma i don't like seeing you sad
Hayden:ik
I started crying harder
Vallyk:ma I love you please stop crying
Hayden:I love you to
Hayden:I'm sorry for crying
Valkyk:mamas don't be sorry it's not your fault
Vallyk:does it hurt
Hayden:yes just a little
Vallyk:Hayden:do you want me to check it
Hayden:no I'll be fine probably
Vallyk:Ight do you wanna stay over tonight
Hayden:idk can i
Vallyk:Ight yeah
Hayden:I don't have extra clothes tho
Vallyk:it's fine we can find some for you in my closet
Hayden:thank you
I kissed him then just laid in his arms
Vallyk:Ight ma let's go inside
Hayden:okay
I got out the car but fell backwards
I was laughing so was vallyk he helped me up and we went in the house
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I got in his gaming but i was just thinking about the whole incident I started getting mad at the fact my mom didnt believe me
Vallyk:ma are you okay
Hayden:no
Vallyk:you wanna talk about it
Hayden:yeah sure
I got on his bed and sat by him
Hayden:I just don't understand why my mom always treats my brothers likes she loves them more she really never appreciated the things I do
Vallyk:I feel you
Hayden:ik but it's not the first time this happened it started at 10 but she never believed me bc I guess I lye to much but then today she asked me to stop acting like a slut
Vallyk:that makes no sense but don't worry I gotchu I love you
Hayden:I love you more
He kissed me on the forehead and I then went to sleep
