A Love Like No Other |Semishira|

Chapter 8

Two weeks time skip

Kenjirou POV:
I was walking down the hallway my eyes had deep and noticeable eye bags and looked like I hadn't slept for months, my posture was bad, I had a jacket covering my bandages and my lips were quivering..

I was going to my dorm to have lunch with Taichi because I didn't really want to hang out with my teammates and my 'friends' but...Taichi was the only exception, I have always loved him like my very own family and nothing more..

As I was about to reach for the buttons on the elevator someone had gripped my hand and held me in a very tight embrace, even though I didn't look up to see who it was I knew damn well who that person is..

Tears threaten to spill but...'no'

"Fucking brat..."

He held me by my shoulders looking at one another looking at his dark but pure eyes while he stared at my ugly puffy eyes in shock and concern..

"Kenjirou where have you been...I've been so-so worried you know!"

He held me to his tight embrace once again..

"I-Ei...ta"

Was the only thing that left my mouth..

"Kenjirou my poor baby, whats wrong..?"he tried reaching my hand but I quickly pulled away..

"I-Kenji..."Semi sighs and relaxes his face and muscles"Kenji what hurts?" He looked at me with his a sad but sincere smile he tried touching me again but I flinched..

"Nothing hurts just..." "Just?"Eita looks at me with eyes I can never resist..

"Just leave me alone dammit!"this was not the first nor second time this happens, whenever Kenjirou felt overwhelmed, overworked and tired Semi would always comfort me infact he spoiled me rotten I don't know the reason he could possibly love someone like me, he deserves so much better he was way out of my league, I know that one day this relationship would all because of me or he would just be tired or bored of me. Ever since our relationship I had always be the reason for fights and in the end Semi would be the first one to talk or apologize, it all because of me..

I had always thought of leaving Eita not because I didn't love infact I'm head-over-heels for him, but this relationship has been toxic and all about Eita comforting and spoiling me...not once, not once have I remembered doing something for him in return..

Him

Him

Him

"Kenjirou let's talk about this..?"he gave me a re-assuring smile and I felt butterflies in my stomach yet..."Ugh..I told you Eita just leave me alone I'm fine- 'im not' -it's non of your business- 'it was most likely his business' -so just shut up and leave me alone!"I want to hug him, I want kiss him, I want to love him yet I couldn't say those words 'Why? Why can't I tell him those words?'..

He grabs me once again but this time he flips me around and kisses me passionately it was warm,sweet yet lustful, I leaned in and gave in, yet once again I had to ruin it like I always do..

I pulled aways and glared at him while he looked at me at awe..

'Why?Why do you make me feel these things?Why do love me?Why do I love you?'

"Kenjirou what's-" "Ughh Eita I'm fine,im just tired so leave me alone!"turning around for the third time he pulled me again..

"Semi how stubborn can you be?"I said in a very harsh tone but it's not even new,Semi would hear this tone from Shirabu when he was angry or whenever they had an argument,their arguments would be very hurtful but they were solved very quickly and Eita had to sacrifice his pride and would always be the one to apologize first..

"You didn't answer my question Shirabu"he said in a serious tone..

Shirabu

Not even Kenjirou?Shirabu hated his last name and Semi knew that, it was because of his parents,Shirabu snapped in hearing that name he hated being called that so much..

"Oh you want my answer?"looking at him in an emotionless expression"Well my fucking answer is im tired of you!You fucking got that Semi?So fucking tired of always worrying about me and I'm not some baby who needs your pity."he said with a cold tone..

I got out of Semi's grasp and walked inside the elevator his head low and he didn't move..

As the door was about to close his head looked up at me and I saw the love of my life crying and looking at me frozen..

I couldn't help but break down in the elevator good thing nobody was their because it was launch..

As I reached for the handle of my shared dorm, I hesitantly walked in and removed my shoes..

"Hey Kenji-"Taichi greets me with a wave but I walked pass by him and locked the door behind me..

I hate myself

Why am I even alive?

Why did he even love me?

Fuck the way he looked at me, the way he spoke, his fucking eyes, his stupid smile,his walk, his angelic voice and his deep mesmerizing touch

I hated it all

I hated all because I didn't want to admit that i love every single part of it.
That it was so easy to pull me back in. That he could yank the cord and I'd run back willingly...

I hate that he was my everything..

Okay so that last part was heavily inspired by the hue of Blu and still thanks for reading this story I appreciate it anyways have a good day/night