Handcuffed to him?

Chapter 5

Song for this chapter:

Recovery -James Arthur

Don't say Goodnight -Hot Chelle Rae

Chapter 5:

James

We sat in the waiting room waiting for news on Clover. It was past midnight and the sun was coming up. I noticed that Allie was sound asleep with her head in her hands. I sighed thinking of how beautiful she is.

A doctor came out with a sour expression and looked at Allie and me already knowing we were here for Clover. We had asked about her only ever five minutes or when we saw the doctor.

"Naomi, she's in a coma." The doctor said with a sad face.

Allie had tears streaming down her face from what the doctor had just said. I pulled her into my arms and wrapped my arms around her small body. She was way to fucking small for my liking.

I ran my hand down her side feeling her rib cage and I felt her swat at my hands. She grabbed my hands and looked up at me.

"I am to fucking fat." I looked her in her eyes and shook my head at her words.

She looked at me with sad eyes and I wiped away a stay tear. She shivered at my touch but didn't make any movement. I could tell she was tense and I knew she was because of that fact I was near her and she knew of my reputation. I wished I had never fucked those girls or did any of the stuff I have done. I wanted to be perfect for her so that way she would fall for me like I have fallen for her. Allie, she was a work of art and she was going to turn into a masterpiece one day. She is perfect beyond words but she is to fucking hard headed to realize it.

"Why are you doing this?" Allie asked me and lightly pushed me away.

She looked at me as I didn't respond to her. Why was I doing this? It isn't like I'd change my ways for some girl who I could get over in a matter of time. She was nothing to me because I know what would happen. We would get married and I would turn into my dad. My dad leaves everyday to gamble and spend money on drugs. He brings home a girl every night and fucks her but kicking her out in the morning, I wish I could stop him but I'm powerless.

She pushed me away and went into Clover's hospital room, there was a rule of one visitor at a time so she would not be overwhelmed. I sat by the door and tried to listen to what Allie was saying but I couldn't, I didn't have the heart to overhear what she was saying to Clover. I knew it would piss them both off if I listened in so I am going to wait for Allie to leave the room before I try and talk to her.

Why would she let me hold and hug her if she did not like me? I knew she had to like me in some sort of way or she wouldn't have let me hold her when she was crying. It is nearly five in the fucking morning and Allie has not once talked to her parents nor said anything about school. I don't care if I have to drag her skinny ass into school so she will get an education because she will not sit in the room all day sobbing and blaming herself.

I felt a hand run down my arm and I tensed up as I turned to see it was Piper. This bitch better not think I am going to fuck her after all this shit. I looked at her with disgust and moved her hand off my arm. No way in hell was someone so disgusting going to touch me. Piper went to sit in my lap but I moved my legs and watched her fall on to the floor. I chuckled as she sat there embarrassed by my actions but I could care less. I wanted nothing to do with her after all this.

In a way I did need to thank her for giving me the opportunity to meet Allie and Clover but I wouldn't be thanking her for shit after this. I don't care if she gave me a million bucks I still would not fuck her. Allie would be mine one day, she will be my girlfriend one day and I will shower her with gifts and love. She will be showed loved every single day and I will always remind her how beautiful she is to me.

I already missed her sweet smile as I watched the clock tick by the time until it was six in the morning. I heard Clover's door close and I saw Allie thank the nurse for letting us visit after the hours. I stood up heading towards where Allie stood in the hall. I put my hand on her shoulder and guided her to the elevators. I could tell she was exhausted just by the way she was standing. Her body was slightly hunched and she had deep eye bags under her eyes. She is still beautiful to me.

We arrived to my motorcycle and I helped her on this time so she wouldn't cause damage to my motorcycle or helmet I got on and made the engine roar to life. I began to drive off with a smile on my face. I felt her arms wrap around me and I sighed. If only it could be like this every day..

One day it will be like this every day just me and her but together as a couple not friends. I knew my dad was at home but he didn't care what time I arrived to the house but I had no clue about Allies' parents. I hope they aren't mad at me for bringing her home at nearly seven in the morning. I want her parents to like me, I don't want them to see me as the boy who brought a crying Allie home early in the morning.

I pulled into her driveway after asking her for directions to her house and I knew she was exhausted by the way she could barely keep her eyes open. I helped her into the house and as I looked around I knew that her family was asleep but would be awake soon due to the fact there was school today. I helped Allie into her bedroom where I noticed her room was a wreck. Dirty clothes everywhere, a few plastic plates, and some water bottles scattered around the room. I took off her shoes for her and tucked her into her bed. I turned around and turned off her lamp only to turn back around to see that Allie was sound asleep. I kissed her forehead goodbye and left her house so I could go back to mine.