𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮 _ KTH

||Chapter-9||

I used to  cry a lot every single night . Not because he rejected me but because the reality, that I wasn't the one he loves. The thought used to devour me every single moment.

However his concerns and care remained same even after he started dating. He started texting me frequently, to check if I'm alright.

He tried to  apologise a lot, most of the time.  But I never let it move further  when the topic moved to that particular day. I tried not to respond, not to encounter him often.  Because my heart ached every time I used to find him with Sasha.

To make myself away from him and his thoughts,  I studied more than I ever could.   I never imagined that I'll ever be that determined about anything.

One good thing happened,  suppressing him , I  ranked 1st . I never wanted to suppress him or it's never a competition.

And my rank didn't effected him a little,  he was happier than others , so I was happy too . And that's how our school life ended . Luckily my journey was beautiful  with a lot of memories, And with Him.

Even though he's not mine, I can't neglect the moments I've enjoyed with him.

Last Day of School     

I  entered Inside, through the gate.
I wasn't  wearing  school uniform cause I'm not here to click any last memory.
I'm here to send my last message.
Yes last, after this...I'll be gone...from his life.

I've decided that I'll leave the country.
so I'll be nowhere around him anymore. By this I won't be able to watch him. His proximity with Sasha won't bother me...and may be...may be I'll be able to move on.

I don't want to bother him any longer. So it's better for me to leave,  Cause I don't know, how long, I'll be able to control myself from doing something shitty like Sora.  I'm aware of the consequences of that too. And I don't want to hurt him by any of my actions.
I can bear anything but not his hatred.

Thinking all those, I ambled towards the ground, my eyes were searching for one last glimpse of his. I had not seen him for days now.

"Ina ??"

Hearing a voice I turned behind and found, Jimin standing there, his eyes were squinted with skepticism.

"Why  you're like this ?? Where's your uniform??"
He finally asked, I smiled and extended an envelope.

"Can you please pass this to Taehyung, actually I'm in hurry , I've a flight at 11 ,bye "

I requested, to which Jimin received the envelope still staring at me with confusion. Waving a last goodbye I sprinted towards the exit.

"Ina ??"

Taehyung's words, frozen my boots on the ground.  My heart wriggled once more. And I turned around, knowing that after this day, I'll never be able to see his face. I stared at him as he's running towards me, my eyes noted down each details of his. Capturing him into my heart once more. I spun around and rushed towards the gate.