Toxic Four You

Party Gets Me Wetter

MILANII

When we got out the car to the party I wanted to get lit right then and there, but I wanted to wait until we got in. The house was so big, pretty and dark but bright , it was a shit load of people here kinda big like Project X big but not that big does that make sense?

Kai had his hands on my waist tight he was behind me guiding me inside to the kitchen, I was in such a good mood I was just talking to everyone and they seem nice. The more I moved the tighter Kai hands was on my waist which turned me on a little too much, we gonna have so much fun as long as he don't be a hothead.

I really wanted to dance and I felt like the baddest bitch in there. I grabbed Malayah and took her in the living room where everyone was dancing, most likely all type of fucked up off any kind of drugs. So we started dancing and feeling all on each other ugh this girl so fine, I noticed that a lot of people were looking at us but we didn't care.

A couple niggas walked up to us tryna talk type shit but yall Im ngl I'm scared as hell, I can't talk to no niggas I do not wanna be put in that situation again Kai actually had me kill. "wassup yall, My name Que, this my boy Trill" they were both really really cute but man oh man if kai saw us now he would make a scene, I looked around and spotted Kai and Rio in the kitchen talking with other people, laughing and smoking, yelling like they drunk as hell.

"Damn yall don't want talk" Que said and looked at me "I'm Malayah, this my best friend Milanii" I turned to her so fast and my eyes got wide. I looked at them and man they was fine as hell, "yall tryna come smoke with the crew?" they asked and Malayah with her drunk ass said yes. "you bitch" is what I thought to myself, like why would you do that.

I looked at Malayah and smiled she pulled me closer and whispered in my ear "don't trip I gotchu" and she held. my hand and we followed them to their smoke spot. As we walk to "the spot" I see a bunch of people well not a bunch just like maybe 4-5 a mixture of boys and girl which made me feel a little better.

I thought we were gonna be alone. "aye yall sit with us, yall this Milanii and Malayah they finna chill w/ us" we looked around and waved at everyone and they spoke and told us as well. They lit 4 blunts and they were all being passed around. "So yall coming to the after party too?" one of the random boys said. Malayah and I looked at each other, shook our heads.

Layah said yes while I said no and we both looked at the boys and them to everyone else. "shit  we make yall nervous or something" Que and Trill said and laughed. I thought to myself I mean yeah cause atp they all on us had they arms wrapped around us Malayah was sitting on Que lap and I was sitting with trill beside him and he had his arms around me.

I was really uncomfortable not because of him having his arm around me but I was just scared somehow The boys gonna find out and I know how crazy they can get. I texted Malayah and told her I was about to go in and see what kai was doing and she texted back okay. I guess she wanted to stay out here. 

As you all know how we are when we are cross faded i'm stumbling and tripping over things when i'm going in. I know i'm not tripping why I go in and I see the bitch touching all on Kai chest and he sitting there laughing and entertaining the bitch.

I'm sitting here watching them and she sitting there kissing on him and just touching on him. I'm sitting there trying to be Loyal to a nigga thats not even ready to be in a relationship with me but he doesn't want me to mess with other niggas.

Malayah was right I should have been out there all over this boy, he wanted me, he was cute and all I was thinking about was Kai stupid ass and how I was scared of him finding out and make me kill him just to get joy out of it... out of hurting me.

All I felt inside me was rage, all I wanted to do was blackout. I also waned to get my get back, I can either turn around and pretend I don't see them and go back outside and fw ole boy or I could go over there and make a scene over a nigga thats not even mine. He is mine though but its like I can't because weren't together officially.

Thats my nigga tho so I walk over there and he immediately saw me and by the look on my face he quickly pushed her off and came toward me and yanked me up. The way he use to teach me his fighting moves and how to get out of things like this I used his own moves against him and kicked him in the knee and he fell to my level. I charged at the girl and started beating her face in on the ground and all I heard was yelling.

All of a sudden I felt hitting all over me and it took a while to process what was happening to me. I was getting jumped. These bitches were actually jumping me but I was holding my own though. I was just focused on the Girl, fucked getting jumped because I knew no matter what kai and rio would ride for me.

All of a sudden I heard everyone screaming and running around trying to run away while me and the girl was still fighting. "Bitch get the fuck off of me dumb bitch" I heard her say but I was so cross faded and angry I didn't care what the bitch said. I wanted to kill this bitch, but I wanted to kill kai even more.

Kai dragged me off of her "Milanii calm the fuck down" and threw me upstairs into one of the rooms and slammed the door, walked to me and pushed me so hard against the wall and choked me so hard I could barely breathe. "WTF wrong with you girl chill tf out" I pushed him off of me and slapped him "lanii I swear to God don't start this stupid shit tonight .

I started crying, slapping him, pushing him away from me but he just kept coming back "you stupid ass nigga bruh I swear I fucking hate you I HATE YOU NIGGA I FUCKING HATE YOU KAI" I felt his hands wrap around my throat and he slammed me on the bed we were literally in there fighting one another but I didn't care, I really didn't.

I knew that I was hurting and cross faded. "fuck is you doing all this for Milanii" he Said to me "don't act fucking stupid kai U was down there flirting with that bum ass bitch wtf was yall gonna do if I didn't come in here kai, WHAT THE FUCK WAS YALL GONNA DO string there letting that bitch kiss on you"

If I didn't come in he would be up here trying to fuck this girl. "lanai I don't wanna fuck these bitches they not worth losing you over man stop fuckin playing with me, U acting like we didn't make a pact when we first started fuckin around you know ion play bout you, I won't even play with you like that"

I looked at him, teary eyes, red eyes, we were looking at each other with rage Wanting to kill each other, "Kai, you better pray tonight, I Promise I'm about to be your worst nightmare" I backed up and walked out the room pointing at his head he tried to grab me and I yanked away hard I made him fall forward.

"don't you ever touch me again" before I opened the door I stopped and looked back at him "Tu ferais mieux de prier pour la miséricorde, de prier pour que Dieu ait pitié de ton âme kai" and I walked out. I'm kinda done with this nigga fr finna start doing shit he don't like.

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what yall think she finna do... was this her breaking point or what ?