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MILANII 2 weeks past
We both froze, our eyes wide as we both stared at each other in shock "wtf are you doing here" I said frantically. "Man nah what YOU doing here" he said back to me" we both exchanged glances, "I know u not here for the same reason I am??" He said to me... i shook my head "don't tell k- " he put his hand over my mouth and grabbed me to the side as we heard footsteps....
4 hours ago...
I sit at my mirror doing my hair and honestly today was a good day... it hasn't felt like that in a long time to me honestly. Like the days have been good or whatever but like idk it just feels different. Damn im so fine I caught my glance in the mirror idk maybe im obsessed with myself
I got a text from Malayah telling me to come over. I haven't heard from her in days which made me sad. I hate not talking to her it just don't feel right. I don't mind tho everyone needs their space once in a while.
Kai came in and kissed me on my cheek I look at him through the mirror and he just looked at me like he was in love lol which made me get butterflies.. he bent down and grabbed my hair to the back and said "you so beautiful" and kissed me again "and you so fine" I turn to him, I gave him a big hug and kiss on the nose.
"But don't think I've forgave you" I said to him and he put me down "common man we suppose to be partners.. we always come back after some shit like this it's been 2 weeks girl" he said with his sad eyes... I look at him through the mirror and smile "I'm just giving you the energy you give me"
"Ight what I gotta do to make it up to you" he said to me while rubbing my back... I roll my eyes "you just gotta do it man... at this point I don't even know wtf to do" and I knew what I meant in my head but my heart said no cause I love him so much.
"You just gotta ... do it Kai I'm not telling you how or what but if u say u love me them show me" like I really shouldn't have to tell him "lanii I do love you and you know that. I wouldn't do this for another girl fr.. I really be crashing out over you" I look at him but I remember I'm supposed to be at lay house right now.
"I'm suppose to be at lay house right now, we'll speak on it when I get back" I tell him and I walk out while texting her to let her know I was walking there now. The house was dark and quiet I got a feeling in my stomach I can't explain... I felt like I was creeping but wasn't ? "LAY" I called out for her but she didn't answer.
As I get closer to her room, I hear music playing specifically The Weeknd. Idk we've always loved doing drugs and listening to him cause it made us feel like we were one of the girls.. pun intended.
I walked into her room and saw her dancing around with a slightly empty bottle of Titos in her hand looking completely out of it. Her eyes lit up when she saw me at the door. She stumbled over and gave me the biggest hug ever.
"Damn girl where you been hiding" I said to her trying to keep it light lol but I could tell something was off with her it's like she was smiling but not the way she always smiled. She always smiled big.
She let out a shy laugh, "I just been... busy" she slurred her words at me and looking down at the floor. My heart dropped to my ass. I pulled away "wym busy lay wer'e always together.. you're not yourself what's bothering you"
She looked at me with teary eyes and then looked back down at the floor "I..." she gasped trying to hold in her tears "I don't even know here to start Milanii" she giggled "we'll just start from the beginning I'm listening" we both sat down and she began to tell me everything.
Malayah put the bottle down and took a deep breath... "so... at the party, something happened... something bad" I looked at her and my mind immediately went to "bitch did you cheat on Rio?" But I said it out loud and cut her off. She looked at me with a confused look "sorry" I said
"Remember the guy I was sitting with, ... QUE ? We kinda went upstairs and he kinda... raped me" she said lowly but loud enough where I could still hear her. I froze and my mind went blank... "what ? Are you ? ... why u didn't say anything lay?"
"I didn't want you to think this was your fault, I heard you screaming and when I tried to come to you he told me no, he slammed the door back and thats when he started" and again my heart dropped was this my fault?
All I felt was anger, sadness, not at her but at myself... at the guy who hurt her I got up and turned my back to her... "I didn't know what to say Milanii I been trying to forget about it I dont even want to think about it" she started to cry and hyperventilate.
I just cannot believe this.. "this is not your fault girl I promise this is not you... men are stupid but right now you gotta be strong you can't let them see u hurting" I hated this for her... anyone would be sad asf if their friend got raped and you couldn't do anything to help stop it.
"I was scared to tell you, I didn't want you to look at me different, and I didn't want Kai to find out cause I know what he's capable of and how far he'll go please Milanii please don't tell Kai" she knew Kai would crash out he loved her like she was his own sister.
"You don't have to go through this alone lay... we can't let him get aw-" she cut me off "Rio already knows" ... and then it clicked... that's why Rio was so mad that night and hitting the car... "Rio found you ??" I said quietly.
"Him and some other guy found me while he was still... you know, he's trying his best to help me through it" which I would expect Rio to do. Me and him will have to talk later. I looked at her and she smiled at me with tears still running down her face.
I pulled her into a tight hug I wanted her to know I was here "I should have known something was up layah, I'm so sorry I didn't realize earlier.. I'm sorry that I wasn't there to protect you.. you know I always got your back and I promise that I won't tell Kai"
She pulled back and gave me a smile "I guess I just needed to get it out" she playfully punched my shoulder but she knew of nothing I was thinking and what I was thinking she would never know... I got back home sick to my stomach hearing what happened.
I went to my room and cashed on my bed looking up at the ceiling the room was dark and spinning my thoughts in my head and I couldn't get a grip. My chest felt tight and my face felt hot .. this was anger, anger that I've felt before.
I sat up went to the dresser and looked at myself in the mirror... anger in my face and my heat beating extremely fast. I brushed my hair out my face and put it in a tight low bun I brushed my teeth and sat back down but I couldn't stay still so I started pacing
Kai came in the room asking if I was good "yeah Im good I just got a lot of my mind" i started breathing heavy and my whole body started to get hot. "Yo calm down what's wrong. Talk to me" he said while grabbing my hand...
"Nothing is wrong, me nd lay having a sleepover so I'll be at her place tonight" I went to put on some black sweats and black sweatpants I grabbed my black ski mask but I balled it up into my pocket to avoid Kai seeing it.
I kissed him bye and I left out I just can't deal with him right now... • • • • • • • • • • • • Yall omg what yall think she finna do?????
Sorry for taking so long with this chapter I've been buried in school work and it's been a struggle.
