AUTHORS NOTE:
im sorry for the cut off chapter guys 🙁🙁 also im gonna write in less detail for the hospital bits as it's getting kinda repetitive now and it's starting to look like a c.ai convo ngl! after writing this note im taking a tiktok break (the break was from 06:19 to 06:32 because im going to honk shoo mimimi gn :3)
A/N P2:
ok so like i had writers block and im gonna make it up for you guys by writing at least 2 chapters tonight, thank u for 20 reads!! <33
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Y/N had her check ups, and shit like that... For breakfast Nurse Blake gave her some toast and avocado, Y/N HATES AVOCADO. (an: same) She ate the avocado toast so the nurse wouldn't have any suspicious of a eating disorder or something, She was trying to get out, Not stay in for longer?
She was pretty bored after NB (nurse blake) took her leftover crumbs and her plate from breakfast, She finally felt like she had some more strength today so she could sit up, Taking so much medication at one go obviously had some effect on her when the other hospital stuff entered her system so she had a MASSIVE headache, She saw someone had brought her a bag full of belongings so she used all her strength to heave it onto her hospital bed.
Inside the bag was;
• Her Phone & AirPods
• Phone Charger
• Bottled Water
• Change of clothes (probably for release)
• A photo card of Y/N and Tara at a party
• Mini mouthwash and deodorant
• Warm throw blanket
You could obviously tell who packed the bag for her (Tara), ...And she did actually put useful stuff in there surprisingly.
Y/N turned on her phone for the first time in like two weeks, BAD IDEA. All of a sudden Missed Calls, Texts, Voicemails... EVERYTHING. All the missed calls from her mum when she locked herself in the bathroom, All the missed texts from Tara when she was told Y/N was in the hospital, All the voicemails from her friends... It stung like hell knowing there was a chance she could of never been able to open all of them. Ever.
At that point, Y/N felt horrible for making her friends feel the way the must of, The feeling that she might of left forever, The feeling that they would of never known what was going on, The feeling that their last memories of you would be negative... Wow did it hurt to think about.
Y/N was rushing to respond to texts and letting her friends know what was going on, A couple snippets from conversations;
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Jake: Tara told me what was going on, hope u r doing ok!!
Y/N: hii jake im doing good! slow recovery but getting there mama bear : )
Jake: mama bear is proud of u, keep doing good and update when u can missy
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Tara: hope ur reading this when u finally reach the belongings i packed for u bitch
Y/N: HAHAHA just looked through everything like rn kinda still in pain but we good here lil bro 🙏🏻
Tara: btw me n gang r gonna pull up later
Y/N: sounds good c u soon pookie 😊
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Y/N: Hi mom 💞
Mom: Hi Y/N!! I was so worried about you, kept me up all night. I am so sorry I cant be with you and I really hope tara is good company. Sending lots and lots of love xxx
Y/N: I understand, Thanks mom...
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Y/N POV:
It hurt knowing mom couldn't be here with me, She was on the other side of the world living her best life while im living my worst, But it's good to have someone like Tara on my side with me and I couldn't wait to see her later on!! 🥰
word count ^ 649
AUTHORS NOTE:
I KEEP GETTING THIS UGLY FONT WHILE RANDOMLY WRITING CHAPTERS BRO!!! THIS IS LIKE ONE OUT OF MAYBE THREE CHAPTERS IM GONNA WRITE TODAY 🔥🔥🔥
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Fanfictiontitle is a tv girl reference :33 (Y/N) stands for your name (L/N) stands for your last name im writing this at 04:27 because i cant find any good fanfics here, where did all the 2021 dnf writers go /hj tiktok: .zombiemuncher IDK WHAT TO WRITE AS A...
