Hello Doctor....May you cure my smile

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"Good morning. How have you been feeling recently?" She asked, offering a kind smile.

"Ive been empty doctor i never seen the light of the day the beam of the sun all i see is walls and bars doctors medications and guards afraid and i wonder why I'm just a child why are they so afraid  but how are you feeling doctor this evening"

"Your so well spoken for a child i must say but I'm doing well She seemed to be taking a few notes in her little notebook."

"Doctor are you afraid *looks with a craze look and smile* why are they afraid i haven't hurt anyone  *gets angry and some tears come out of his eyes* AM I UGLY DOCTOR *calms down in a second* i haven't seen my face before they dont want to give me a mirror or even water without it having color."

"Calm down JJ your not ugly at all lets move on *The doctor says nervously* does people being afraid of you make you angry JJ  have you felt as if your anger episodes have gotten worse as of recently?"

"Of course I'm upset  I'm stuck in here in a asylum full of criminals and crazy people i dont belong here *looks in tears*"

"I see. So you feel like that being here is increasing your anger since you can't control your environment."

She tilted her head a bit.

"Have you had trouble controlling your anger when you were outside of here since your most recent arrest?"

"Alot of the other children at that orphanage make fun of me and it makes me angry"

She had another note.

"I see... so this stems from people purposefully trying to get a reaction out of you... which you can't control due to your anger issues."

She had something else in her hand. A little pill.

"Have you been taking your medication daily?"

"I dont take medication doctor i dont need it"

She wrote down another note.

"I see... so you do not take any medication that's been prescribed to you to help with your anger issues..."

She took the pill out and set it on the table.

"Would you be more willing to if it was in a form like this?"

"No i dont believe in such thing doctor i decline"


She wrote something else down. She still had that calm, pleasant voice. You knew she couldn't change your mind, but she was going to try, nonetheless.

"I see... so you do not believe medicine can help with mental disorders? Hm... alright."

She tapped her pencil against her notebook a bit. She didn't have anything else to write down. She seemed surprised by the fact you hadn't attacked her yet.

"Have you noticed that your outburst have been getting more and more destructive? I've read your file..."

She leaned back in her seat a bit.

"I'm just a teenager Doctor i dont deserve to be here i never felt the trees the plants i haven't even eaten a decent meal i never seen McDonald's or a happy meal"

She sighed.

"Yes, I've read your file. Normally a teenager your age without prior mental issues would be sent away to a lesser place than Arkham Asylum, however, you were violent and couldn't control your anger. The judge believed it was best that someone was watching you until you could be controlled."

"How often do people do this to you? How often do people try to push your buttons and get a reaction from you?"

"All the time doctor theres no day where someone is repulsed by me the guards hesitate to even bring me my meals inside my cell they just use the small window and toss it in like if i was a animal."

She had another note

"I see... so people are constantly provoking you and trying to get a reaction from you."

She glanced at the pill she'd set on the table a bit before looking back at you. She leaned forward in her seat a bit, seeming to actually be concerned about you and your issues.

"They say because of my pale skin and because of my green hair i didn't even know my hair was green before people started talking about it *looks down*."

"Hm... I'm sorry to hear people are teasing and making fun of your appearance."

She wrote a note again.

"So people bullying you is the cause of many of your violent outbursts?"

"I see..."

She seemed to be in thought for a moment before looking back up at you. You couldn't help but notice just how pretty she was.

"Have you ever tried to ignore those comments?"

"I have and it doesn't stop *gets angry* so stop asking and i wont take any of your FUCKING PILLS"

*The doctor rushes out of the cell in fear of being attacked by JJ*

*JJ's lights are turned off and he lays on his bed crying unable to sleep*


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