Larissa Weems x Y/N ~A secret love~

You can talk to me (TW)

( I have recently wanted to jump back into writing and remembered this, I might go back and make the story almost a two different story thing.)

You have just asked the principal if you can stay with her but soon you feel your nerves getting the best of you. You see her lips slightly part as she's ready to answer but you interrupt.

Y/N: WAIT! Sorry, I forgot I need to move some stuff around in my dorm..

Larissa: Darling, it looks as if you've already gotten items arranged.

Y/N: Well, I haven't finished so you can leave now.

You say in a rather defensive and rude tone.

Larissa: Well, I will leave you to it.

You see her face go from warm and welcoming to insulted and confused as she answers.

Y/N: I- I appreciate you checking on me... You say, as an attempt to make up for your harsh tone. She ignores your effort.

You pace around your room a bit, dwelling on the fact you're new and how you treated the woman who was kind from the moment you arrived. All the feeling start to overwhelm you, causing a horrible panic attack and you feel trapped. You try focusing on your breathing but nothing seems to be helping so you quickly look around for something sharp. You find something and put your back against the wall, sliding down to the floor with your object in hand as you sit. Tears flood your eyes as you get wrapped in thoughts that don't leave space for anything else.

(TIME SKIP)

Your wrists are bandaged and blood slowly starts to soak through as you're lying in bed softly crying. You feel so horrible about everything and start to feel pathetic as to why you even did this to yourself.

Larissa POV:

I'm in my office catching up on work, but suddenly Y/N pops in my head and I'm stuck on why her whole mood suddenly changed. I decided to go and check on her. As I approach her door I notice lights on even though everyone would be sleeping at this hour. I gently knock.

Larissa: Y/N, are you alright Dear?

I put my ear to the door after there is no response and hear faint crying from inside. I turn the knob and enter, slightly surprised she left her door unlocked. I walk in and see her on her bed, she is curled up under many blankets with a bright lamp on the nightstand beside her.

Larissa: y/n, are you alright..? I say in a comforting tone, trying to be gentle with her feelings since she appears sad.

I see a slight shift in the blankets but no response. I sit on the edge of the bed and put my hand on your back in a comforting way.

Larissa: I know, I seem like a higher authority but...you can talk to me.

I gently rub your back and wait for an answer.

(Back to y/n)

You feel Ms. Weems rubbing your back in a soothing way and eventually sit up in the bed.

Mascara is stained on your cheeks and you are still crying as you look at her.

Larissa: Would you like a hug darling?

You nod and fall into her embrace on the bed, softly crying into her chest as she runs her fingers through your hair. You look up at her and want to explain but can't seem to get words out.

She must notice you attempting to speak because she says-

"You don't need to explain darling." This only makes you cry harder.

You are basically zoning out while in her arms but you immediately snap out of it as you feel her fingers gently circling your wrists.

Larissa: Oh y/n..

Her face has concern written all over it as she continues circling your wrists gently. You stay clinging onto her tightly, wanting to avoid her expression since she has seen your wrists.

Y/N: I'm sorry...

Larissa: You're alright Darling..

(Alright that's it for now, hope you guys enjoy it!)