my old phone?? | Ruikasa

I - my old phone.

Tsukasa was just cleaning his room like normal until he stumbles on a dusty and a broken-screened phone. "Hey wait, is that my old phone??" he said confusedly. He waits for it to finish charging but alas.. passwords are annoying aren't they?

- a few hours later -

"Finally bro it's done charging." He scoffed. He seizes the gadget and looks at the lock screen. "What the fuck?? Who is he and I??? T + R?? That's so cringe lmao" he thought. He saw something kind of interesting though.

Discord. An app full of e-kittens and their sugar daddies basically.
"Holy shit, I had this app when I was 13??? What the fuck"

He hesitantly opens the app and see a guy with an anime picture as their name is: "Kasihiro <3" doesn't that literally mean "Kamishiro" without the 'm' or something?? Wait does that mean..

Holy fuck is this Rui??? Nah it can't be that's stupid why would my old online boyfriend I never broke up with would be Rui, the director jeez.

The boy looks through the 2020 and cringe-ass messages. All these, 'I love you baby's and shit were disgusting.

But they never broke up.
The last conversation was literally

Kasihiro <3: "oh, baby~ look at these matching key chains I found!"

tsu-chan <3: "it's cute, babe."

Kasihiro <3: "hehe, thank you tsu-chan! I wish we knew each others real name and face though :)"

tsu-chan <3: "yeah, me too.. Ily love x"

Kasihiro <3: "ilyt my superstar!! youre super cute like your my star <33" (so ironic)

tsu-chan <3: "oh, I have to go, my mother is calling me to visit my sister, she said she's buying me a new phone, see you tomorrow dear!!"

Kasihiro <3: "see you babe!! 🤍🤍"

... Oh fuck. . . Kasihiro was texting me for like four months and I never responded.. We haven't broke up yet so.. I'M STILL DATING HIM???

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That's so stupid, wait, HE'S online? Oh crap he's going to notice I am too shit shit.

Kasihiro: "tsu-chan.. you're online? But you haven't been for 4 years.."

tsu-chan <3: "oh, I'm sorry Kasihiro. My phone got lost and I only found it today."

Silence, just pure awkward silence. It felt like forever.. I wish it'd just end because this is so embarrassing right now.

Kasihiro: "that's surprising. Anyway, how have you been? we've probably changed alot as we both lost feelings for each other. Haha."

tsu-chan <3: "heh, that's correct. My sister actually got out of the hospital now and she started a band with her childhood friends."

Kasihiro: "that's amazing!"

tsu-chan: "what about you? Kasihiro?? How was your life been recently?"

Kasihiro: "oh, well.. I've become a director for a trope at pxl, the trope is named WonderlandsXShowtime, I've gotten really close to them. Especially Tsukasa Tenma. I also do the choreographies so I've achieved alot. I'm very proud of myself, actually. We've had our ups, and downs but things turned to be great in the end. So I'm pretty satisfied with what I have right now. What about you? What did you accomplish? Tsu-chan?"

Oh well this is shit. I dated RUI KAMISIHIRO???!!!
I was staring at my broken phone. Utterly speechless. I couldn't make up a sentence in my head. This situation was so embarrassing. It was too embarrassing to the point where my cheeks begain to turn hot..

tsu-chan: "that's.. great." And that's all I could basically comprehend at that moment right there.

I literally dated my crush before, what the actual hell? This is too much of a coincidence. I couldn't help but figure out what would he do if he finds out about this..

What can I say, "Oh, it's me! Tsukasa Tenma!" Or "I am the world greatest star!" Damn. . .

But he is actually starting to wonder why I'm not texting back now. Oh shit what do I do ahaha this is so awkward I need help someone please help me because I'm really disappointed I actually used to date him. Man, do I like him?

This is a situation I do not want to experience. I need help.