Your in my way ( Joseph descamps)

What are we ?

I sat in front of Joseph cleaning his hand carefully as he watched my every move. I looked up staring at him " what?" I asked looking back at his hand.
He smiled a bit " nothing, your just very pretty rose".  I finished cleaning his hand and taking my hand to his lip " oh shut up".
I cleaned his lip that was covered in blood. After some minutes it was all clean. I looked at Joseph's eye " I'm all done".
He looked at my lips and backed at my eyes I knew he wanted to kiss me and i wanted to kiss him back.
He moved closer to me and our lips connected.
I sat on his lap as his hands were on my body. The kiss started to get more tense.
" Rose?" Michelle came in my room her eyes went in shock. " fuck" I quickly got up from Joseph's lap standing up.
" I thought you were out" I said trying to talk about something so it doesn't fell so awkward.
" I was I just got back, I'm sorry for interrupting. It was nothing important, I'll talk to you later". Michelle left my room doing a quick glance at Joseph.

I stud there trying to think what I will tell Michelle later when Joseph leaves.
I turned to look at Joseph and he laughed a bit.
" you think this is funny?" I asked him
" a little" he continued to laugh.
I took my pillow from my bed and trowed it at him , he stopped laughing and looked at me with a smirk.
" what?" I asked trying to figure out what he was thinking.
" no nothing" he shrugged his shoulders.
" really nothing?" I came closer to him out faces just inches a part.

He took his hand on my cheek and pulled me closer kissing me again. We kissed more intense as the time went. His hand slowly when under my shirt. I felt his cold hands touch my bare skin. He moved his hand up until he reached my breast squishing it a bit. I felt as my legs got weaker and I dint have no strength left. Oh god what was Joseph doing to me.

Joseph pulled away from the kiss his hands on my waist now, still under my shirt.
" Rose what are we ?" He asked looking at me
" we're people Joseph" I smirked a bit . I know he meant the question differently but I don't know how to answer.
" you know what I mean" he said pulling me closer by my waist
" I don't know" I replied honestly looking around the room.
" I'm tired of pretending I don't care about you. Rose I like you, a lot and I don't wanna be just friends" Joseph said standing up.
" I wanna be with you but I can't Joseph, I don't want my mind thinking about you all the time I have to finish school".
" Alright, let's not be in a relationship but friends then. I don't wanna ignore you it's hurting me inside" he looked at me holding my face in his palms.
" fine let's be friends but I will study and not go out with you after school".
He smiled at me " fine with me".

" you have to go now, my parents will be home soon" I said opening my room door.
We went down the stairs and he got out of the house. " see you tomorrow " I said and closing the doors but then Joseph pushed the doors back open kissing my lips, as he pulled away he said " see you tomorrow, friend" he smirked walking off.

I closed the door locking it and a smile came to my face . Oh Rose what's happening to you.

I knocked at Michelle's door " Michelle it's rose".
"Come in "she yelled. I opened the door and Michelle was sitting on her bed reading a book. I walked in the room sitting next to her. She putted the book away and looked at me smiling .
" oh stop Michelle , we aren't dating" I said smiling.
" yeah sure" she replied.
" what did you wanna say to me?" I asked
She got up from her bed walking to her desk and taking an envelope.
" the teacher gave me this telling to give you it" she handed me the envelope.
I opened it up and started to read it loudly so Michele also heard it.

" Dear Rose we got your test back and we can happily say that you got 18/20 questions right, we would like to give you an opportunity to a school in Paris, your grades are very good so money won't be needed if you keep the grades up. We would like you to write back to us next month. Hope to see you at our school".

I read the letter looking at Michelle.
" omg you got in, I'm so happy for you" she said hugging me.
" yeah" I said as my smile dropped a bit.
" what wrong ?" She asked.
" I don't know if I wanna go, it's in Paris so I will be leaving you again" I said looking at the letter again.
" and you won't see Joseph " Michele looked at me with sad eyes.
" I have time to think if I will go" I smiled standing up from her bed
" You have to go, this is your chance to get a good diploma, don't think about what you will lose think about what you will succeed" Michelle took my hand not letting me go.
" I will probably go don't worry" I said as I left her room.

I went inside my room and putting the letter on the table. I got in my bed and started to think what will I do. I need to go this is my chance but I will have to leave my family again and Joseph. Everything just got right in here I can't leave again. I looked at my wall not knowing what to do.

"That's why you shouldn't have fallen for anyone Rose" I said to myself closing my eyes.

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Wanted to say that this book will maybe be shorter than I expected but I'm thinking about writing a different book later, that I think will be more interesting and longer for sure.

I'm not ending this book just saying!

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