Was I really gonna do this?
"What's wrong." Nate asked me while sitting up.
"Its.....I'm.....This is kind of new to me I guess, I'm a virgin" I said sitting up, and I'm not really sure if I'm ready for this." I said looking around for my skirt.
"Oh..I didn't-." I cut him off
"Think I was a virgin," I said getting a little agrivated.
"NO that's not what I was gonna say."he said putting his pants on.
"Look it's not that big of a deal, so can we just drop it I don't want to talk about this right now," I said putting on my shoes trying to hold back tears.
"Are you crying? Was it something I said if so I'm sorry." He said walking up to me .
I shook my head and got up to walked to the door damnit maybe I shouldn't have said anything .
"Just drop it and don't say anything to anyone. OK?!"
"Ok but you know you can talk to me right?" He said rubbing my arm .
"It is not that simple." I mumbled and walked out the door. I felt as if everyone was staring at me I felt embarrassed as if everyone knew why I say I'm a virgin. Lauren doesn't even know.
