Naya's POV
"This is why I came back to tell you why I didn't have sex with you"
I explained
"Well, I would never do anything to hurt you and I would never rush you into anything, I love you Naya. " he told me hugging me.
I pulled away from and kissed his lips and sat on the bed.
"Well when I was in highschool I liked this dude his name was..... never mind but anyway he was a bad boy and also my bully and one day I decided to write a note and tell him that I had fellings for him and that it would be the last day he saw me unless he met me on the roof during school.
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I can't believe I was really gonna confess my feelings for my bully. Not to his face though I decided to make a note in his favorite color, blue
I had finished writing the note and saw him with his friends so i walked over to him to give him the note. Then I looked at him for a good 3 or 4 seconds and headed up the school stairs all the way to the roof .
I had finally got to the roof after walking up like a thousand steps and thought to myself if he doesn't come I'm gonna jump if he does it shows that he cares at least a little. I waited for like 20 minutes and then I took off my run down teal and black Vans and put my books and bookbag down.
Just face it Naya he's not going to come. I walked closer to the edge and looked down and started crying. Soon as I was about to jump someone grabbed my wrist and pulled me back.
"What the actual fuck were you thinking. " he yelled tightening the grip of my wrist I winced at the pain and cried harder.
"You're hurting me. " I said looking up at him.
He loosened his grip and pulled up my sleeve.
"Why are you doing this to yourself?"he asked.
"I knew she was a crazy bitch but I didn't know she was that crazy! "
"Why did you bring them?! "I said through my teeth.
"I didn't." He said like it was nothing
"Guys-" I cut him off
"Forget it you wouldn't care anyway I'm going home." I said putting my shoes on and putting my books in my bag .
I stopped by Starbucks to get a Vanilla Bean Latte began to walk home . I lived by myself but I was on the verge of moving so everything was already in boxes. Looks like my bullies buddy was home already grate AND he was outside smoking as always. And now he's walking over .
I hurried to find my keys but I was too late .
"Hi. "
"What?! "I said harshly
"Can I come in I want see what's inside? "
"No your high. " I said opening my door.
"I can be low and I know you live alone ."he said stepping close his breathe wreaked of weed and alcohol.
I let him in and locked the door behind me.
"Ok what in the fuck do you want? "
I said turning around.
"You. " he said pushing me against the wall and crashing his lips onto mine.
"NO, GET THE FUCK OFF ME ANG GET THE FUCK OUT. " I yelled pushing him off of me.
"That was a big mistake bitch. " he said grabbing me by my hair and pulled me up the stairs into a room and he raped me.
I did not go to school the next day but when I did my bully asked me what happened to my face and why there were hand shaped bruises on my wrist I told him to, "ask his friend. "
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"I never saw him I mean them again till now. " I yawned
"I'm sorry, "he said hugging me. I laid down on my side.
"You want me to take you home or?.. "
He asked.
"I want stay with you ." I said getting under the covers and falling asleep in his arms.
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This chapter was longer than anything but hope you like it Luv Ya lol just to let you know I'm just now about to go to sleep it's freakin 1:00am damn gn
