The voices in my head

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Do they ever shut up
constantly ringing
constantly speaking
the voices in my head
they never go away
Every waking moment is full of dread
all the walls turned grey

the voices want me to hurt
theyre getting out of my control
they dont want me whole
overthinking the little things
theres something wrong with me
Every word constantly stings
but the voices guarantee
that i deserve the pain in every way

rocking myself to sleep
the voices never sleep
the voices will keep
me up all night to cry
just to think about
complicating suicide
without being able to shout
do they ever shut up?

Everything constantly hurts
the voices i always obey
for them to constantly betray
me leaving more bruised
ill stand in complete silence
waiting to be used and abused
by the voices with complete violence
to tell me to break that little cup

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