STILL MONSTER [Ni-ki x Reader] // plot ver

intro: walk the line

"I'm gonna drop out?" I said looking up at the clouds

"no! when? why?" questioned Jake sitting up right

"because I entered The Lab before you and now you're in a 4 year old group and they don't seem to care about debuting a girl group" I sighed deeply

"that doesn't mean give up Y/n, come on" he protested

"I'm not giving up Jaeyun" sitting up

"then what Y/n, cos it sure looks like it?" he said facing me completely

"it's just... I feel like I'm wasting my time here you know, maybe I'm not supposed to be an idol" I crossed my legs

"now I know you've lost your mind" he nudged me

"no I'm serious. famous? Yes, but as an idol? Maybe not" I said standing up, he stood up as well

"are you sure?" he asked placing a hand on my shoulder, I nodded my head

"absolutely sure, I'm gonna be on that stage with you soon" I replied gesturing with my pinky

"okay then Y/n" locking his pinky with mine

He pulled me in for a hug, "I'm gonna miss you Han Y/nie" he said ruffling my hair

"I'm gonna miss you too ikeu" I chuckled

We broke the hug and started laughing and just then Ni-ki showed up

"oh great" I sighed with irritation

"don't stop on my count, I didn't see anything" he said with his hands over his face to which I rolled my eyes

"oh come on Y/n" he chuckled

"I gotta go pack, bye Jake" I said walking away

"pack? are you leaving??" he stopped in his tracks

"yes actually, I am Ni-ki" I sighed

"you finally realised you'll never debut here" he grinned

"Ni-ki come on, don't" Jake pushed him by the

"the one time you could be nice to Y/n" he rolled his eyes and walked away

"it's fine Jake, one day he'll say why he doesn't like me and until then I'll never let his words affect me" I said walking out of the practice room and to the roof

The rooftop has been my sanctuary for the past 5 years
It's where I went when I was happy, when I needed a break, when I had to vent, when I needed to be alone and of course where I sometimes hung out with Enha; and now I have to say goodbye to all of it

I went down to the dorms and packed up all my things, funny how you leave with more stuff than you arrived with, I'm struggling to find space for it all... maybe I'll just leave some of it for my friends here

I left my soon-to-be old room and went to go sit with the other trainees while I waited for my dad come to get me

"okay, as soon as I get home I have so much outside world-ing to catch up on" I said looking out the window

"but before that you will spend some time with your family" my dad said interrupting my thinking out loud moment

"yes of course dad" I smiled at him brightly

We arrived at home and unsurprisingly, my mom and little sister were waiting for us outside

"oh my god Minjeong-ah why are you so big" I said running to embrace my sister

"and I did not look like this when I was sixteen" I said letting go and examining her

"but you are definitely MY sister" I said holding her face