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Armani
Just breathe, I kept repeating those same two words over and over again hugging myself in the corner while trying to quickly wipe my tears on my sleeve praying he would stop.
"YOU JUST DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ME DO YOU?" he said as he punched the wall again. I couldn't even respond anymore I was so scared he would hit me again.
I looked up as I heard him walking near me, "you wanna show out for everybody huh? you want attention soooo bad i'll give you some" he said as he yanked me up.
"stop p-please, i'm sorry stop!" I screamed and kicked while he threw me down gripping my wrist.
"no you want attention right?" he asked lowly grinning I tried to jump up but it wasn't much I could do since he was so much bigger than me.
he started ripping my pants off as tears rushed out my eyes "please stop i-im so sorry I promise it won't happen a-again" I begged as he continued to undress me.
"nah fuck allat you shoulda thought bout that shit when you wanted ta go text otha niggas"
"I swear it wasn't like t-that please stop i'll block him, s-stop" I cried continuing to kick and scratch him hoping he would get off "stop running your used ass mouth, you fucking hoe" he said as he slapped me, at that point I gave up.
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Four hours later.
I woke up looking around sighing once I realized he was gone. I stood up and a sharp pain shot up my side. My body hurt so bad I just wanted to ball up and cry again.
I walked to the bathroom staring in the mirror and eyeing my body seeing all the bruises that littered my thighs, the finger prints on my arms, and my somewhat swollen eye.
Tears fell out but I wasn't even crying I just stood there, I'm so tired of this. I really don't know what happened to me I had a okay family i guess, I graduated top of my class and was about to go to med school, & I had someone who loved me..
But here I am not in touch with my family because he made me cut ties, no good job because he won't let me work anywhere but a grocery store, and with someone who doesn't love me as much as he did.
I used the bathroom and walked to my closet to get some clothes then walked back into the bathroom.
I started the shower making sure it was warm and hopped in. As soon as the water came in contact with my skin my sobs filled the bathroom, I was so fed up with my life. I just wanted everything to go back to how it used to be, before he left..
FLASHBACK
three years ago
"SHAKOR", I yelled while crying "you can't leave after everything, we've been together for FOUR YEARS, p-lease don't go i-i need you" I cried wiping my eyes though tears still came crashing down.
He sighed licking his lips and looking anywhere but my eyes "Im sorry pa, but I gotta go and you can't come you know yo fam need you, but after everything I think you'a be better without me. I done put us through way to much shit and you know I have, but you know ima foreva love and care for you pa and i'm not gon be gone forever ima come back for you.
"b-but what am I supposed to do I can't live without you sh-shakor, we been through everything together I gave you EVERYTHING, you know the shit I got going on and y-you just gonna fucking leave? fuck you!" I slammed the door shut and started bawling.
FLASHBACK OVER
I snapped back into reality feeling the water slightly get colder. Sighing and wiping my tears, I grabbed my washcloth and did what I needed to do.
After I was finished I walked out of the shower with my towel around my waist. I went to my phone unlocking it seeing a text from my boyfriend.
Johnathan 💞
> Hey Baby i'm sorry about last night
I got some stuff planned for us today and you should have some flowers waiting for you downstairs. I don't know what got into me I know I told you last time it wouldn't happen again but you know how you get me. I blocked the dudes number already. Once again sorry ml, have a good day and relax i'll see you tonight 😉😘.
*likes message*
okay.<
I just closed the messages this is like a repeating cycle. He made me cut ties with my family I have no one, only a few friends and only one that actually understands half of where i'm coming from.
He can be so sweet, loving, and caring sometimes, that's what I feel like really makes me stay, his good side. Also because I have a fear of being alone and I have no one else to really turn to.
I walked downstairs seeing the red flowers on the table and seeing a card saying sorry with a sad face.
I grabbed them and a slight smile washed over my face reminiscing to a few years back but that quickly went away when I got another message.
Shila 🩷🥰
> heyy boo, we need to go out tonighttt
we haven't been out in so long ughh.
> And don't let that good for nothing ass nigga think he keeping you inside either armani, i'm NOT playing 😒.
Idk, I have plans with Jonathan tonight, and stop he's amazing sometimes. <
maybe tomorrow?😁<
he really was amazing sometimes but when he gets angry it's nothing i can do to stop him and i'm just tired of dealing with it but i have no one else.
after I sent the message I cut off my phone and went to make something to eat.
I settled with a pack of ramen, putting it in the microwave and waiting.
I started to quietly hum to myself thinking about other ways my life could be right now, like on a beach in Dubai with my feet in the sand instead of here.
I was brought out of my thoughts when the microwave started beeping. I huffed getting up and grabbing my food.
A/N
AHHHH omgggg my first ever chapter🤗 I pray and hope I did good and ignore any mistakes although I went over it a million times ☠️, anyways please vote and comment tell me how u feel !! 🩷🩷
i see so many authors do this so thoughts on
Armani?
Shakor?
Johnathan
