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Armani
Two days later..
SLAM! I flinched as i was in the same position i was in just a few weeks ago but this time it's worst.
I was sitting on the bed holding myself tight trying to calm my breathing down before i have a panic attack. I kept remembering his words, Just breathe.
"you dirty fucking bitch!" he kept repeating, he was drunk so i didn't wanna blame him. All I did was like someone's post, he does it everyday but i did it once and well...here we are.
"You continue to fuck me over you whore" he started walking towards me and i immediately jumped up trying to run.
I ran into the bathroom and tried to shut the door but he kicked it open.
Tears continued to streamed down my face as i already knew how this was gonna go.
"fucking thot ass bitch, you don't love me at all do you" he said backing me into a corner. "HUH" he yelled i couldn't respond fast enough and he slapped me making my head fly the opposite way.
"i-i'm sorry I do love y-you i do i promise baby" He just laughed in my face and spit on me.
I immediately started sobbing i felt so disgusting and weak.
He kicked me and when i fell on the floor he just started beating the fuck outta me.
I tried to protect myself and think about something else until i felt a sharp pain shoot up my spine and i realized he was stomping on me.
"b-baby s-stop please i-i'm sorry" i slurred, I felt my vision get blurry and i swear i thought this was it.
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I woke up still on the floor in the bathroom. I sat up and immediately winced as my whole body stung.
I couldn't even cry I just used the sink counter to pull myself up.
I eventually made it to my bedroom and dialed shilas number after i realized he was gone.
The phone rang until i heard her voice come through. "heyy love" she said and hearing her made me immediately break down into tears.
"a-armani what the fuck is going on?" I couldn't even speak i just kept crying and hyperventilating.
"okay i'm on the way o-okay? mani stay on the phone and just breathe okay?" I just kept crying and crying and crying until i couldn't anymore.
A few minutes later i calmed down and small sniffles is all that came from me "armani can you tell me what happened now please?" she asked even though i'm sure she already knows. "he beat me again shy" i said, but it really was no point because she already knew what happened i guess she was just hoping that wasn't the case.
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I was now sitting on her couch with my arm wrapped up because we were pretty sure it was broke but i didn't wanna go to the hospital because they would start asking questions and i didn't want anything happening to Jonathan.
"Hold the ice on your stomach mani" shy spoke quietly looking over at me with hurt written all over her face. I sighed and held the ice pack to the huge bruise coating the side of my abdomen.
"i—armani you not going back there, i-i shoulda been helped you but i didn't do a-anything" she said with tears now down her face. "i-i let you get beat on mani a-and i didnt h-help im so s-sorry" she continued.
"It's okay shy it wasn't much you could do" I reassured her my face tear stained.
She cried more while i told her it was okay and it was no need for her to apologize. After a while she calmed down and we sat in a comfortable silence both just in our thoughts.
"We need to-" before she could finish somebody busted through her door and i swear my whole body froze once i saw who walked through.
"shy where da fuck you at" shakor hollered walking through the door with a duffel bag and someone following behind him.
I felt like I had to throw up i don't know what to say or do or think i was just frozen.
His eyes wandered around the living room and landed on me. he stared at me for a moment then the bag slipped from his hands and that's when his best friend riq walked in behind him. Me and riq had a cool relationship before they both dipped but we didn't talk that much.
I felt all those emotions from three years ago come right back and I hate to say it but i missed him so much. He also had way more tattoos and i don't know if i'm tripping but he looks way taller.
I stopped looking and just dropped my head down staring at my wrapped arm.
"Shakor what the fuck are you doing busting through my door like that and why this nigga witchu" i heard shila speak but she didn't get any response. I chewed on the inside of my cheek hoping he would just leave.
I could feel eyes on me but i was too scared to look up. Then i heard him walking towards me and that's when i really felt sick to my stomach i wasn't disgusted but more so because i was just so nervous and scared also because this is the first time he has seen me in 3 years and this is how i look.
I felt him grab my chin gently and lift my head up to where we were staring into each other's eyes. I tried to look away and put my head back down but his grip just got stronger.
His eyes roamed all over my face and down to my arm, I saw a wave of hurt and guilt flash through his eyes before his jaw clenched. But then i immediately snapped into reality and slapped his hand away from my face.
"get off me" I said just above a whisper but i know he heard me.
He slowly backed up a few feet but still stared at me like he was trying to solve a puzzle.
he then cleared his throat "who the fuck did this shit" he asked, anger laced through his voice. he looked over to his sister and before she could answer riq spoke up. "probably that nigga he be boo'd up with on ig" he turned back towards me nodding slowly and chuckling sarcastically.
"oh, so you letting niggas put they hands on you now?"
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thoughts on
shakor?
shila?
riq?
riq and shila?
armani?
johnathan?
shakor and armani seeing eachother again?
