Wise Words I Never Got to Say

Adom

I hate you
                                                                   I love you
                        Isn't that the sad part
Its an irredeemable feat
                 Something i could never recover from
                        That i hate/love you
Dead on the ground
                                                           No longer here
And i still wish you worse
                                                                I'm all alone
You said i could never do it
                                            Why would you do this
That i didn't feel enough
                                            How will I ever recover
You're gone
                    And You left me here to rot
                                                      Like some kind of
Bad apple
                                                     Fermented cherry
Forgotten orange
                                                          Overripe melon
                        Like a forbidden fruit
You took a bite out of me
                                               I gave you knowledge
I gave you power
                        I gave you everything
                        And now you're gone
                                                      I am cold at night
Your body cooling
                                                       You were my sun
You were like the moon
                You were always so far away
                                I can't get you out of my head
You can leave my thoughts now
                                                You meant the world
You ruined my world
                                               Nothing matters now
You never mattered
                          But you did matter
                                                   But you didn't care
I don't think you ever did
                                                 Why would you ever
How could you ever
                                 Because
                                                                You hate me
You love me
                      And i don't feel the same
                             You left me alone
Well only kind of
                                                            Because of her
                      Because she's also here
                     And i still hate/love you
Hate and love
                                      Two sides of the same coin
Right direction
                                                            Wrong motion
We are not so different
                                      Not many can tell us apart
                       You sure as hell couldn't
We are not the head and the heart
                                                 A battle of opposites
Heart vs. heart
                                                             Hand in hand
         You don't throw fire to set out water
In the end though
                                                          It didn't matter
                       Because you still left us
And you took a bit of us with you
                                      Like we were some kind of
Golden apple
                                                                Cherry wine
Orange flovered candy
                                                        Bountiful melon
         Adom took a bite of the forbidden fruit
Cursed by his knowledge
                                                 Cursed by his power
                         Adom blamed Eve
And Eve payed the price
                                                      Ignorance is bliss
Till a man came along
                      Because Lilith came first
                        And Eve came second
                                                            Isn't it retched
What love
                                                                   What hate
                              Will do to you
Lilith loved Adom
                                                        Eve hated Adom
             And look what happened to her
Cast out
                                                        Pained existence
Forgotten mistake
                                                   Looked down upon
                   We are not the same thing
                                 But we are
The early bird gets the worm
                             Birds of a feather flock together
But second mouse gets the cheese
                                                   Until the cat comes
                   Blood is thicker than water
But i have no family
                                                                  Only water
           And you don't know the whole saying
Blood of the covenant
                                                                     Is thicker
                   Than the water of the womb
                                              And we are the womb
We are the covenant
                         And we have no blood
You are dead
                                                  Well and truly gone
You better stay that way
                                              I think it's for the best
Because i hate you
                                                     Because i love you
                 And that the sad part isn't it
An irredeemable feat
                 Something i could never recover from
Because it started
                                                                  With Lilith
And Eve
                                                          But we are liars
                       Because it ended with us
And started with adom
                          Isn't that the sad part
                                                          I don't hate you
I don't love you
                               And i never will