"Don't take him serious Nao""When did I raise you to become so weak?" Her mother words replayed in her head as she could relive that moment like it was still happening.
"You just going leave like everyone else?" The hurt in his voice when he said that to her, got her where she at now. In his bedroom with a robe on and tears clouding her vision.
" yeah because we still be fucking" The unknown girl, who could be the one he want words playing in her head everyday.
Never even seen this stranger but her words still broke her because she knew it was true. She wish she never picked up his phone when he asked.
"Nao your so beautiful, snap into reality before the ones you love leave and your stuck with the person you love but don't love you"
Nao stared at herself as the tears just fell from her face. She could hear Everyone voice taunted at her but he's stood out more. "You just going leave like every one mama ?"
Manipulation- something he was amazing at when it came to her.
She thought loving him more or accepting things from him would make him love her but it didn't.
It fed his ego and killed hers. She looked behind herself in the mirror seeing him sleep as she was wide awake hating herself and life.
" you can't keep hurting me Kolton" she mumbled as she steady cried.
Before it gotten to this point it was already horrible but in the mist of it.. it wasn't? He would take her to the top of the mountain and knock her down but he would be there to catch her?
She wonder how he got there before her? Did he run to her safety after causing the damage?
The one who broke her is who healed her ? She was questioning her thoughts and trying make sense. She wish she just made sense to herself.
Biting her lip thinking should she wake him or let him sleep. But of course her heart Nor mind could agree so she went with the emotion that was killing her right now and that's Heartbreak'.
She didn't want it to be over yet. Not her story at least. because he said he made her but how when he kept her Hidden. little did she know he was the one with Fetish of her.
Before he ever let her leave it will become Fatal even when he swore to the world that she was never his type.
She thought about his words the night leading up to the current one that's taking place right now.
When she was seen walking behind him and security and fans was asking was that his current lover, from the pictures spreading from social media.
He quickly hopped on Instagram when they got Home. which isn't a home for her anymore and said to his fans "Yall be getting on this bitch ass app trying me on that pussy shit. That girl is Not my type" as Nao sat in the corner of the room hearing him tell millions of his fans that she wasn't the girl for him but he laid next to her at night.
EVERY night. Or was it a stranger ? She didn't know him like she thought she did. Her body knew him but not her mind or heart. He was evil, especially to her but she fell for him anyways.
"Kolton get up" nao said turning to look at him. He didn't flinch or try to move.
Did he not hear the hurt in her voice to know her concern ? He wasn't a hard sleeper, he could hear her and she knew he could.
He was always good at avoiding his women problems but if it came to the streets he was ready for whatever.
"KOLTON GET UP NOW" she said throwing her make up brush at him. And which he got up from that little tap.
He was never sleep. He heard her sniffles. He probably even heard her thoughts. How someone who is so obsessed with someone be their damage?
He couldn't tell you why he did what he did but about his nao? Hell would break loose but only in private. The world would never see that.
She didn't understand him. that same night he was on live declining being with her. Every time she would point out a mean comment that made her feel iffy, he would dm them from a fake page and have people handle them.
He always listened to her even if he treated her like shit. He did what she allowed. That's what all men do.
" ju- just tell me that you don't love me. Tell me you hate me, tell me to leave. Just make it easy for me because I don't think I can make it easy for myself." Nao said honestly.
Never was ashamed to say how she felt or thought. She probably sounded crazy but a lot of women aren't strong to leave on their own without the men push and she just needed that.
He chuckled before grabbing his phone, checking his notifications. He wasn't stunning her because even if god came down and said " let her go" he wouldn't.
He was never letting her go.
" you don't take me serious and that's why I have to take myself serious. I ha- "
"don't walk your self into your casket nao" Kolton finally said. Speaking in his raspy voice that wasn't deep but very masculine. His chest always seems to burn worse than when he got shot when she confess to hating him.
He never want to hear them words from her. Any one in the world can say it but Not her.
" well you know what I'm about to say Kolton" nao said standing up walking to the closet as he hopped up just as quick. So close behind her she almost tripped over his feet and he was the one behind her.
"Mane what the fuck you doing?" He said grabbing at her robe as she reached for the first bag she ever brought over to his house.
No matter how many times they fought or argued. She never touched that bag so he knew she was serious this time.
"Im leaving you K, you did nothing but ruin me" he stared at her with the feeling of thick Saliva stuck in his throat.
He had flash backs of when he first seen her to now. He was disgusted in the way he was able to change a person.
" just let me leave ko " nao said releasing herself from his grip and packing.
Who want that perfect love story anyways ?...
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2Hoo | KDG
Non-FictionThey say it's going to get better but it ain't seeming like it. (This how I wanted my book fetish to go)