What Is Love - Zayn Malik

Chapter 11

Zayn's POV:

"Aliya we have to talk, right now!" I screamed when I got in. She looked so confused and I wouldn't blame her. It's midnight.
" Zayn talk about what?" She asked innocently. How can someone manage to look so cute and act so evil at the same time?
" Stop acting like you don't know! Why did you seduce me and took advantage to kiss me?" I asked. I really need to know.
" Zayn I don't want to talk about it! Please leave." She said walking towards the window. Now her back is facing me. Why would she not want to talk about this?
" Listen Aliya I won't leave until I get my answer. Why would you do something like this to your cousin?" I asked. I'm so freakin confused at the moment.
" Listen Zayn, I don't always have to answer all your questions... Well if you didn't like it, why did you kiss me back? I just kissed you because what's wrong about doing all this? I mean she wasn't there and you weren't bad enough to spend a night with... Well, it didn't happen. Got your answer? Now leave!" She replied. Her back still facing me.
This is ridiculous. I didn't know Aliya was a girl who would just spend nights with guys. She looks so freakin innocent. When I was kissing her it felt like she never experienced this before, as if all of it was new to her but no, I was wrong. How can I judge someone just by their looks?
" Ohh, thanks for being honest. You know what Aliya, I never knew you are a girl who can do anything just for pleasure... I shouldn't have judged you just by looking at you. No wonder why you don't have friends and people don't love you. You're cousin is such a kind hearted person to love you so much, you ruined everything for Amira and I... Freakin bitch!" I said to her and stormed out of her house. I couldn't stand her silence.
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Aliya's POV:

Why! Why only me? Why am I the only one getting blamed for something that I did to help someone? I was forced to do it! She's my cousin, am I not supposed to help her? Tell me God, why. I was crying and sobbing in the corner of my room since Zayn left.

He is right. Nobody ever liked me. I've never experienced love in my life. My parents left me when I was 9. No siblings, no friends and no family. I've always lived a life like a loner. No one cares about me. People used me for themselves. Amira used me. She did. I loved her since I met her. I was 12 when I first saw her. I thought she was my sister because she always stood by my side but today she just told me who I am. An orphan!

I'm never going to see Amira or Zayn ever again. I'm done. I'll move. Somewhere far away from here.
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Amira's POV:

Oh God! How am I going to get rid of Zayn now? I thought doing all this drama will just make things go back to where they were, but it made it worse. Zayn won't stop calling me and texting me. He says he still loves me and will do anything to get me! God damn Zayn! Can't he just stop? and because of this bitch I've lost my lovely little cousin Aliya. She's so freakin hurt. I used her. Well I had no other option. I have to get her back. I still need her.

I have to think of another plan. First of all I have to go up to Aliya and apologize. What if she leaves the country? No. I really have to see her as soon as possible. She's really emotional.

Oh yeah, the farm house trip. I can still make things happen. Alright, I'm going to forgive Zayn and convince Aliya to come with us, but what if Aliya disagrees? I mean obviously she will. She probably hates me by now. I know Zayn won't mind because he said he'll do anything to make me happy. The thing is, how do I convince Aliya? Right... I know how.
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It's 9 in the morning, I hope Aliya is awake. Should I knock the door? Obviously dumb ass, how will she know I'm here?
I knocked the door once already but she didn't open. Should I knock again?
I knock one last time in hope to see her.

Yes! Finally she has opened the door. She looks dead man. Did she cry all night. I feel guilt taking over me. I'm here to apologize but not because I feel bad but once again to use her. Whatever let's continue.

" Hey Aliya." I said trying to sound concern.
" Look Amira, I don't want to talk about last night. Just leave me alone... Please." She replied. Dang she's upset. I don't blame her.
" Hey it's alright. Please just give me a minute, I'll leave once I tell you what I have to tell you... Aliya I can't stand this. I mean you're my cousin and I used you for my benefit. I'm sorry. I really wanted us to go to Zayn's farm house together, to enjoy like we used to in our childhood. I'm still inviting you for it. If you won't go, I won't go either. By the way I cut myself last night in frustration. I tried hurting myself because I deserve it. I really did hurt you. I haven't eaten anything since last night because I deserve to get punished. If you won't come with us to the farm house I will continue doing this. I don't care if I die. Please give me a chance." I exactly knew what I did. Whatever I said did hurt her. She's crying. I'm sorry for lying Aliya but that was the only option left.

" Please don't hurt yourself. I have forgiven you but I won't go to the farm house. I'm sorry. Now please leave." She replied. She's so stubborn.
" Alright Aliya but that's not what I asked for. I'll leave now but I won't stop cutting myself and I won't eat. Now that's my decision. Bye." I'm literally emotionally torturing her because that's her weak point.
I only have taken three steps towards the door of her apartment when I heard Aliya from the back...
" Alright Amira, I'll go with you."
That's exactly what I wanted... I left the apartment with a smile on my face.
Now this is going to be loads of fun.