What Is Love - Zayn Malik

Chapter 23

Zayn's POV:
Aliya, Harry, Amira and the boys are staying at my place tonight. I didn't want to stop Aliya from coming because these are my last few days with her. Soon Amira and I will be engaged and later married.

" Hey guys, do you want to go for a drive and eat ice cream? C'mon, it's going to be fun!" Harry asked.
Everyone in the room got up and we're ready to go with Harry.
" You guys go, I'll stay... Enjoy." I really don't want to go.
" Alright then, we'll see you later."

When all of them left, I made my way to the backyard. I want silence and cigarette. It helps me when I'm depressed.

Why do I have to be away from Aliya? Why can't I live my live the way I want to?

I looked at The window of Amira's room, which she shares with Aliya. I saw a shadow.
Weren't all of them gone?
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Somehow I managed to sneak into the room from the window. It was very difficult to get here.
There wasn't anyone in the room, it was empty. What was the shadow of?

I was busy looking at the picture of Amira and I in a frame on her side table when the opening of the toilets door caught my attention.

As I turned, I saw the only person I was actually looking forward to see... Aliya.

She is wearing a tight black dress which is really short. It reaches till her mid thigh. Damn she looks hot.
Her hair is a mess which makes her more inviting. God this girl.
I slowly made my way towards her. Her breathing turned heavy. Why?
I stopped when there was no space between us.

" Z-zayn, please... If anybody will see us like this, we'll get in big trouble." She whispered.
" Nobody is home babe." I whispered in her ear which only sent shivers down her spine.
I can't control my hormones when I'm around her.
I gently put back the hair that was on the right side of her neck. In response she just shut her eyes... Mhm, enjoying it.
I slowly leaned in and kissed her neck.
I want her so bad.
In no time she pulled the hair on the back of my neck.
" Oh babe!" I groaned.
I gently bit the skin on her collar bone.
" Z-z-zayn... Ah-" she screamed my name which came out as a soft whisper.

This is it, I can't control myself.
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Aliya's POV:

Oh God! What am I doing? He just kissed my neck and I didn't stop him.
Whenever I try to stay away from this boy, things just remind me of him again and again.
I can't help but enjoy.
Suddenly, two strong hands picked me up, bridal style. Zayn.
He put me on the bed and stared right in my eyes.
" Aliya, I really want to give you this." He whispered. His breath fanned my face.
He gently lift my dress up and kissed my upper thigh and then in between them. This is amazayn!
His tongue was doing the magic.
My inner soul is screaming and telling me this is not right. Aliya back off.
" Stop it Zayn! Please." I begged.
Zayn's hazel eyes met mine and I saw anger in them. In no time Zayn was standing in front of the door. He's leaving?
I fixed my dress and stood up.
" I am sorry Zayn but we can't do this." I apologized.
" Right, with other guys you don't mind but with me you do." With that statement he left.
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Zayn's POV:

I feel pathetic after what I did right now. She's right, we can't do this.
We can't make love when one of us is not in love.
Anger is running through my veins and the only way to calm down is... Cigarette.
I am trying to reach the roof as quick as possible. I'm hurt and angry which is dangerous.
When I opened the glass door, my eyes couldn't believe in what they were seeing.
How is this possible?
No, no, no, this can't be true.
My legs are shaky, My body is numb.
By now it isn't hard to say that what I'm seeing right now is disgusting.
Amira and Ronny are making out.

" What the hell?" The words escaped my mouth.
Both of them froze in their positions.
" Zayn, please try to understand, it's not what it looks like." Said Ronny.
The hell? What else does this look like Ronny?
" Zayn baby, please calm down! I'll explain." Amira begged with fake tears.

" Shut up both of you! I don't want to hear anything. I've seen enough! This is it, I'm leaving right now. Enjoy your lives the way you want to! I don't want to stay here with people like you." With that I made my way downstairs to my room, took a backpack and made my way to the gate so I can leave.
Suddenly, a hand tapped my shoulder.
" Zayn please don't go!" It's Aliya.
" Stop it Aliya! I thought you changed but you didn't. You knew Amira likes Ronny but you never told me. I trusted you, but that's my problem. Don't worry I'm leaving. All of you stay here. I'm going to Queensbury by train."
I pushed her away and made my way to the bus station.
I'm never coming back to see them.
Bye everyone!