Lunatic

Lunatic

When all foes, and dear want best out of their needs
I sit there, waiting for those needs to come
When all that there is feels like riches and wealth
My eyes see them as just mere emptiness.
Darker than void, colder then death
It's not you my friend, it's just me being a lunatic
Seeing the unseen, feeling what's not felt,

With millions of smile and lust in the screen,
With thousands of golds, lingering to be seen
The beautiful chirp of birds, awakening even the sun
the beauty of life, knitting its own poetry for fun
I don't see the lust in it,
I don't see the fun in it,
I don't see the beauty in it,
I just see me...

A lonely dark corner, feels like a cozy home,
A wishful smile, I see it as a knife ready to be stabbed
the killing and suffering my eyes touch, my brain feels.
It's not you being different, but me being a lunatic my friend

The world rotates it seems, but I think it's me
The sun sets it seems, but it's my eyes that sets the sea
blistering heat, dreadful cold all that I feel is the nature punishing me
I truly feel that it's not me living life
But my life living me,
It's not your ideas my friend, it's the lunatic you see

The flowers smiles, as the wind waves a friendly hi
The night sky feels lonely, just until the moon finally shines
The stars, dancing in the moons glory, sees me lying there
thinking, deciding, blabbering, shedding all that eye sees,
the beauty of the sight, the radiant glittering light,
Feels like dream to you my friend,
But I am a lunatic my friend, your dreams make me smiles

Busy peoples that walk past, just peasant with no goals I ask,
Green papers that deals with peoples life, just a simple fire starter I think
The joy that people see, the smile that people crave
Gives the pain in my heart, gives me my identity
That I am a lunatic my friend, I cry for your smiles
That I am a lunatic my friend, that sees all men with the eyes they don't see
That I am a lunatic my friend, living in the fear that you will succeed
I am a lunatic my friend, what the world misses that's what my eyes see.
That I am a lunatic my friend, that lives in the beginning fearing it will be the end..