Don't Be So Weak, Monoma

Update, again

Hello to all who have been reading my work.

I understand you have all been waiting for an update, many of you surprisingly seem antsy for it.

My explanation as to why I have been absent is  due to the fact that I have been severely dissociative for these past few years caustic by underlying mental health issues. Up until recently I was very suicidal.  I am still in a very grey area, but it is getting much easier to understand and therefore cope with. I have the desire to live now. I'm gonna be famous one day, mark my words.

As I had sworn before, I do intend to continue with this work, but it will certainly take some time.

There are a few things about this particular work of fanfiction that I am unsatisfied with and those things are: the way I wrote certain things, and some of these things can come off as offensive.

I never had any desire to harm or offend anyone with anything that I write/wrote. So if you come back in say, a few months, and notice some things have changed or have taken on a different tone, it is due to changes made. These offensive things I am referencing are the blatant and outright misconceptions about transgendered peoples that I had previously held. I myself am a transgender individual and I can say with full honesty that the things I have wrote in this have personally made me uncomfortable. This isn't to say I want to make genuine things that real people struggle with more palatable for people, but rather for it to be more comfortable for everyone to read. I will likely incorporate different terminology in reference to Neito's anatomy and the overall way people, including himself, view him. 

Another thing I wrote in that I really should not of was this so called ED that the main character has. I realize now that it was not in fact an ED but rather that he very neurodivergently forgets to eat, as I do.

I am autistic and was unaware that I was projecting onto the character.

The way the writing for this started out was rather juvenile in my opinion and there are many grammatical errors that I myself cringe at from time to time.

I also never asked the artist for the cover for permission to use their art, so I will be changing it once I get the chance.

I also want to alert you that I have not interacted with this fandom in a long while but I am sure that I could get back into it.

I will be finishing Driver's Ed soon and once I have, I will be allowed a phone. Once in possession of a phone I will be able to download the actual Wattpad app and continue this fiction with much more ease, and even cross post on AO3.

(I am getting my ass whooped hard by a common cold and sinus infection right now, so if I am to update anytime soon, it will be after I get better)

I appreciate all your comments and I deeply apologize for my absence. See you soon.

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