Left Alone | Marksana x Taemina

Chapter 1

Sana POV

Mina had called us into the living room for a meeting. This was so unusual even after living together for 5 years. When I got to the living room, I saw BTS's Taehyung on our couch, holding hands with Mina. I knew that they were going to reveal their relationship, they were so obvious, everyone knew they were together. They were always staring at each other and holding hands when they thought no one was looking. Mina had even snuck out of the dorm once to see him. She would giggle while texting him and smile when he called.

I slumped down on the floor next to Momo as members started piling in. I mentally prepared myself for whatever realisation was about to be dropped on me.

"Thank you for coming guys," Mina started, " I know you guys already figured it out, but me and tae are dating. We hope you can support us because he makes me feel so happy and is the sunshine in my life."

All of the members start clapping and cheering them on for finally telling us. But for me, the world has started to get blurry and I could see tears blocking my sight. I had expected this. Why was I only hurt now?

Since I was a trainee I had always liked Tae. He was so handsome. His perfect honey orbs, sharp jaw and kissable lips had drawn me to him. I would talk to him any chance I got but everyone just thought he was like my older brother. He would always care for me and bring me snacks after practice, or encourage me when I made a mistake. His kind heart had made me fall for him even more, but now look where we are. Just siblings.

I forced a smile as members were starting to look at me weirdly. "I'm so happy for you two, fate finally brought you together." I choked out as I put on a strong facade.

No one knew I had a crush on him- on Mina's boyfriend. Not even a crush anymore. I had fallen head over heels for him.

I thought I had a chance that he'd like me back. I mean why else was he always so nice to me? Why did he have to play with my feelings like that? All that just to be with Mina. I guess I was naive ever thinking that he liked me back. But now that they were official I had to stop my feelings.

I admit I was jealous, fuming too. But I should be happy for them, I had no right to be jealous anyways. Maybe I should have put myself out there, made it clear to him that I liked him for than just as a sister or friend. But now it was far too late.

I quickly excused myself after my small congratulations as I felt my eyes had been filling to the brim with tears.

I still needed to be a good friend and member after all.

As soon as a reached my room I fell onto my bed. I don't know why I thought he'd catch me. I was definitely being delusional right now. I let myself break down and cry my heart out to my stuffed toys and imaginary friends. I stuffed my face in a pillow and wrapped myself in my duvet. It was 3 in the afternoon and yet here I was all cuddled up like a baby.

Great job Sana. This is why he never liked you.

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Author's Note

This is my first fanfic so I'm sorry if it sounds really cringy and has errors in it.

Thank you for reading I hope you enjoy!