That's not what you said

Breakeven

I fluttered my eyes open and looked over to Shawn, but no Shawn "Shawn?" I asked "Shawn?" I asked again no response "ok?..." I said getting up and grabbing some clothes from my suitcase. I took a quick shower and changed. I heard screaming from downstairs and peeked out the door. Oh shit Madison and Shawn "I thought you loved me!" She yelled "I do, but you can't let Kayla know ok?" He said kissing her... I ran downstairs "I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!" I yelled at him running out the door quickly. I ran down the street to Alyssa's. I ran there and knocked, and she opened immediately "h- Kayla what happened?" She asked looking at my eyes. I ignored her and went to her room "ok?" She said and sat next to me on her bed "what happend?" She asked laying back and I immediately started sobbing
*15 minutes later*
"I'm sorry bestie" she said giving me a hug "thanks" I said laughing at myself because I was still crying "ok...fro-yo?" She asked "you know me!" I said and she smiled and pulled me outside to her car but her dad stopped us "whe"-" girl shit" she said cutting him off. I nudged her as she continued pulling to her car. We got in and went to Menchies, and got our stuff and sat down "so I heard there was a party?" She said to me "uh huh..." I said eating "wanna go?" She said smiling "I guess... Is Shawn gonna be there?" I asked looking at her "uh well? Probably..." She said eating "I-I guess" I said eating again "YAAAY!" She said a li- who am I kidding, she yelled it and we got looks from little kids and stuff, but pff! We finished and decided SLEEPOVER! But that means going to Shawn's place for clothes...yay (note the sarcasm). We stopped there and I walked inside to no Shawn or Madison...now upstairs might be another story. I opened it and saw him and Madison and him watching a movie "why ar"-" clothes...oh sorry it's something that goes on your body" I said like a mom explaining something to her child "whatever" she said snuggling into Shawn more. I quickly grabbed my clothes and was about to walk out "you going to that party?" She asked "fuck you" I said before walking out and flipping them off. I got in Aly- "wait" I said and ran back inside "Shawn do you still have your hockey thingy?" I asked smirking "uh yeah by the table why?" He asked "nothin'" I said smirking even more. I grabbed and ran outside to Madison's car and smashed out all the windows and made sm-large...very large dents in it. I laughed and got in the car with Alyssa "wha"-" revenge" I said smirking.
Shawn's POV
Madison threatened to kill Kayla if I wasn't with her...I miss Kayla so much. I wish I could tell her or something. I could...

SHAWN YOU'RE A GENIUS!
*ring..ring*
K-wh-
S- sorry it's not my fault meet me at the theatre in 10!
End of call
I got up and ran outside to see Madison's car messed up...severely "that's mad Kayla" I said chuckling and jogging to my car next to Madison's. I got in and drove to the the theatre. I got out and saw Kayla sitting alone with her head in her hands. I ran over and hugged her oddly "Shawn?" She asked looking at me with her soft brown eyes "it wasn't real was it?" She asked choking on her words "I was protecting you from her...she threatened to do something to you" I said sitting next to her "why does everyone hate me!?" She said crying again "I don't..." I said lifting her chin up "I love you" she said leaning in "I do t"- I was cut off by her soft lips on mine... heaven is for real()
Kayla's POV
Our lips moved as if I was a door and he was a key. We pulled apart and hugged each other smiling " your like my key to life" I said as a tear slipped down my cheek "don't cry...you'll make me cry" he said with tears in his eyes "OMG your SUCH a BABY!" I said laughing "an emotional baby.... You're emotional baby" he said kissing my cheek. I laughed "lets go" I said "did you bring your car?" He asked and I shook my head "I ran" I said looking down "you really like me don't you?" He said lifting my chin up and chuckling "no I really love you" I said correcting him "me to... But running?" He asked chuckling again "yes" I said going towards where I saw his car pull up "ok" he said following me. We got in and drove to his place "ok ready?" He asked looking at me "yeah..." I said and got it with him and opened the door and got inside "why are you here?" She asked me "uhm l
I live here...what about you?" I asked smirking "shawny-poo?" She asked hugging Shawn side making me ball my fists.

"Get off Madison I told her" he said looking at me giving me a reassuring look making me unravel my fists "uugh!" She said walking out.

I started cracking up because she screamed frik at the sight of her car "OMG KAYLA!" Shawn said laughing "I was mad..." I said seriously, but failed and started laughing again "oh! My clothes are at Alyssa's give me a ride?" I asked him "sure" he said getting up. He helped me up and we went outside to his car "thanks" I said buckling up as we drove off "yeah..."
A/N
OMFG I can't write SHIT while listening to Shawn Mendes. Strings came on and I couldn't..
"Darling I want all the strings attached, love it when you look at me like, and your the only girl that brings me back.
It's like ALWAYS AND FOREVER I WONT LET A MOMENT PAST CUZ WHEN IM WITH YOU I FEEL BETTER I WANT ALL THE STRINGS... ALL THE STRINGS ATTACHED!
*pants*
All the strings attached girl...all the strings attached giiirl ooh yeeaah
WHOO! Ok done...bye
Back to the story
We rode to Alyssa's in silence...and not a good silence either " were here " Shawn said awaking me from my thought's "oh..." I said getting out. I hopped out and noticed Shawn get on his phone just until I got out and get back in. "If he hurts you *that thing where you put your hand on you're throat and make that 'KKKT!' Sound* got it?" She said with a straight face "yeah" I said laughing and getting into Shawn's car. Just as I got in he put his phone in his pocket "the party, you still go?" He asked "uh sure...I'll where what I'm wearing" I said buckling up "me too" he said about to go down the driveway "ALYSSA!!!!" I yelled while rolling down my window. She came running out "ILL KILL YOU MENDES!" She yelled going to his window "no Alyssa the party?" I asked laughing "oh yeah lets go!" She said and hopped in. We rode in silence...still not the good one.
*party*
Fuck this! It's at Madison's. We all got out and pushed last drunk people kissing and dancing. Shawn went over towards where I think Madison is? I don't know I see a slutty looking girl with brown hair so...yeah I'm just guessing "I see you gal! Let's makem jelly!" Alyssa said in a 13 year olds voice "ok..." I said and she immediately took me inside. We looked around "there must be toilet paper, and a cute boy somewhere" she said pulling me with her "AHA!" She said "HEY TAYLOR!!!" She yelled over music 'smart girl' I thought because well I don't know if you remember but that's his best 'guy' friend. "Uh ya?" He said "you drunk?" She asked "no I have to drive the guys home" he said disappointed "ok...so*explains*" she tells him what to do "toilet paper?" He asks laughing and she looks down and blushes "don't look down...its not the point Alyssa" he says lifting her chin up "whatever... Whe"-" here" Taylor says magically grabbing toilet paper from who knows where? "Thanks!" Alyssa say and stuffs it into my boobs "erm" I say confused "he's probably drunk, and wont even notice it" she says pushing me back outside. As we walk I hear ooohs! And AAGHS! Coming from outside and started pushing myself faster. People were in a circle and Madison was holding her phone showing pictures of...me? "And this one is he'd KISSING Jc Caylen WHILE she was dating Shawn" she says smirking "slut..." Someone whispers. A tear slips down my cheek as I look for Shawn...of course he's drunk and...kissing!? I ran to him "Shawn?" I asked and he jumped "i-oou?" He says as his eyes widened "wow so FIRST you 'pretend' to cheat on me THEN you get me to forgive you NOW you're doing it again!!!???" I yell as people gather around us "i"-" DONT FUCKING EVEN SHAWN!... I hope your happy, oh and know I forgive...not forget" I say starting to sobb and run to Alyssa but a pair of hands wrap around my waist "I I'm sorry Kayla... I think i-i am druuunk" he says falling on me "uuugh!" I say dragging him "I won't forget..." I whisper as I pack Alyssa and Taylor in the car with Shawn "so your forgiving him?" Taylor asks me "I guess" I say unsure while pulling off towards Shawn's house "I would never do that go you Alyssa" he says. I can tell she's blushing right now "my ULTIMATE OTP COUPLE!" I yell while turning to the street Shawn's house is on.
Shawn's POV
I think I'm really drunk. I see this suuuuper! Cute girl...iiii should kiss her! I walk over and start making out with her until someone taps my shoulder.

I jump "Shawn?" Kayla asks "i-oou?" I said nervously as my eyes widened a little "wow so FIRST you 'pretend' to cheat on me THEN you get me to forgive you NOW yourr doing it again!!!???" She yells and people start crowding around us "I"-" DONT EVEN SHAWN!....I hope your happy, oh and just know I forgive not forget" she says and starts sobbing as she runs away. I ran and caught up to her and grabbed her waist and kind of rest on her shoulder "I I am sorry Kayla... I think i-i am druuunk" I slur falling on her. She pulls me along with her "I won't forget..." She whispers as I kind of fall asleep. She throws me on the back seat and someone lifts my legs up and sits down resting my feet on their thigh.

"So your forgiving him?" Is the last thing I hear before falling asleep...
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So hi! I know I've already updated today but WHY NOT! I wanted to update this...idk why? So be READY! For tomorrow aaaannnnd....
STAY CLOUDY!-
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