𝐌𝐚𝐟𝐢𝐚 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐇𝐢𝐬 𝐌𝐚𝐢𝐝

12.refusal

the next day, so much was running through my mind

the black cloth was yet again put upon the frame, as if to make everyone forget what happened last night 

i felt a little sick, but the head maid somehow she was acting strict again, right after what happened yesterday, everyone in the mansion started to act distant with me except jisoo

it was like everyone unanimously chose to ignore my existence

i was sweeping, my brain was still in a hassle, i start to breath heavily, but i still continue to work

i moved to jungkooks office in which he currently wasnt there since it was still after noon and jungkook comes home sometimes very late or in the evenings so i continue to sweep and clean

i felt really dizzy

as i began to clean his desk, the rooms door swung open 

and jungkook walked him swiftly

he starred at me for a second and i did aswell in confusion why he was so early, i mean there are days he doesnt go out at all, and somedays he comes by very early

he walks over to me and places his hand on my forehead, they were cold and comforting, i didnt know coldness could give this much of comfort until now

jungkook: have you lost it........your burning up..

y/n: im...fine master

i say with no expression on my face, i really didnt want to see his face now, somehow seeing him angered me, but his presence was still comforting 

jungkook: how are you saying your fine when your boiling like a hot pot

i tumble a bit forward but he caught me by my arms, i nudge away 

jungkook: you......

he suddenly started yell for the head maid, not a second later her and some other maids gather around

jungkook: why is she working when shes sick......

head maid: master......that......i thought she was giving excuses....

jungkook: 'scoff' excuses......your the one giving me excuses......take her to get rest....

head maid: yes master...

a couple of maids come to hold me by the shoulders but i move away

y/n: i can walk........

jungkook: you cant walk upstairs

y/n: huh.....

jungkook looked at the head maid

jungkook: take her my room....

y/n: huh...but-

jungkook: look.....your not gonna sleep in that dusty cabin while your sick ok.....i...

he looked as if he was trying to lie

jungkook: i dont want my personal maid to get more sick...itll be troublesome to not have someone clean my office...

he clearly was lying, there were other maids who could do the job, why is he lying

the maids help me get upstairs and leave as i enter the room, i look around and the vibe here was completely different from taehyungs

i walk over to the big black couch that was placed exactly infront of the bed, i sat on the sofa for awhile until i could feel my body drifting off to sleep, i put my head onto the right arm of the couch and slipped into sleep