𝐌𝐚𝐟𝐢𝐚 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐇𝐢𝐬 𝐌𝐚𝐢𝐝

13.closer

aeri: jungkook do you think taehyung hates me?

jungkook: no thats not it, he's just too stuck up

aeri: but......

jungkook: honestly your better off without him, maybe you should find someone better

aeri: i dont want to trouble my father more............and who else would even tolerate a person like me

jungkook: i would.

aeri: what....

jungkook: i...i love you aeri......

y/n: but my name is y/n jungkook

jungkook : what....

y/n: .....................its me.....how could you think i was her.........is my love that cheap to you............to the point all you can see in me is her....

taehyung: your too cruel jungkook, your abandoning her just like how you think i abandoned aeri

jungkook: no...no...i...

jisoo: you dont deserve anyone master

jungkook: stop!

y/n: in the end...will i also be thrown into the forest to rot jungkook?....

he looked into her eyes, the reflection of him holding aeri crying was projecting in her eye balls

jungkook: no! no! no! NO!

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beep beep beep

jungkook woke up sweating and catching up to his breath

jungkook: huff....huff...............fuck....

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y/n was in the lush garden watering the plants, she swayed with the wind, her body felt lighter

jisoo came from behind and hugged y/n

jisoo: you look lively

y/n: i feel refreshed, ah, i love watering the plants, its so calm, i dont have to worry about anything else for a while

jisoo stepped in front of her and put her hand forward

jisoo: cough cough well pretty madam would you like to dance with me 

jisoo spoke in a low voice imitating scenes from the ballrooms

y/n: hahaha of course gentleman

y/n takes jisoos hand, they both laugh around and dance in the bright sunlight, trickles of water fell from the tree above them

taehyung who was sitting on the benches in the garden sipping tea noticed the two maids laughing and felt a type of joy

it was not just taehyung who was watching them but it was also a shadow from within the mansion, his eyes were only fixed on y/n

his eyes followed every time her body moved, his heart was beating louder each time she laughed, his whole body was shaken when she started to twirl around

.jungkook was not himself anymore, he couldn't hide the fact he was mesmerized by her

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 was the night , jungkook was in his study, everything was quite other than his mind which was running through so many thoughts about the only person who crossed the barriers of his heart, yn.

there was a knock

jungkook: come in

she walked in, and his heart started beat faster, his breath got heavy

y/n: i....i bought you some milk...

jungkook: i didn't ask for you though

y/n: master i know...but.....um.....i know your struggling to sleep....

jungkook: so you think im a child who needs to be brought to bed with a glass of milk

y/n: no....i just.....i don't want you to be tired all day..........

did she care for him? She cared for him who was rude to her all along? she cared for the monster that everybody was scared of? jungkook felt guilt take over him

jungkook: ....leave it there.....

y/n placed the glass of milk on the table, she turned around but tumbled on the radio that was placed right next to the table, the radio fell, but it started to play melodies, soothing ones

y/n: i..im sorry..

jungkook sighs, y/n gets down to pick up the heavy radio

Immediately a hand grabs her by her wrist, and pulls her up

jungkook: you think you can lift that heavy thing with your weak arms....

y/n: i....

y/n looked flabbergasted as if he hurt her ego

jungkook: 'smirk' the look on your face...ah you never seem to not amuse me y/n

as the melody was playing in the background with nature taking up the lead, the trees swayed making hush sounds of its leaves falling due to the wind, and the light of the moon cast through the window and onto both of them

jungkook held her by the waist, y/ns heart raced as she met his gaze, her breath catching up to her throat

y/n: i dont know how to danc-

jungkook: shhh

he took the lead and took small steps that rhythmically followed the song on the radio

they were no longer a mafia and his maid, they were just two souls immersed in each other hands, dancing to the melody

as the song came to an end, his face got even closer to hers, and she didn't push him away, in fact, she wanted to be his

as the tips of their nose touched, it was as if he was pulled out of the trance, he blinked several times to process what was happening

this is not aeri, why is he feeling this way

jungkook stopped, he pulled himself away, y/n just stood there in realisation

y/n: .............ill leave...............good night master.............

she bowed, as much as he wanted to pull her back and kiss her until it took her breath away, he couldn't bring himself to do that, how could he

 aeri should be the only one to him right? then why is he like this, the question lingers deep within him

he slumped on his chair, and looked at his hands that just held her, he couldn't believe himself, was he supposed to feel like this, is he even worth feeling like this 

after a long time, jungkook felt things he thought hed never feel again

jungkook looked at the moon and words just came out as if it came to him naturally

jungkook: she is just.....too precious to be true...and im too dirty to be with her

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author: hello my dear readers, its been so long, i know, ive just had so much work, and just life i guess, i hope everyones doing well and that you were satisfied with the chapter, thank you for your continues support, it means alot, see you later with another chapter soon 🤍