"Good girl"
I never know these two words could make me so happy
that i would always try to do things to make you happy so i can hear those words
but it wasn't enough
i would break myself if it meant you would be happy but it wasn't enough
and i should be happy because now I know i was stupid to think that
but im not because i would still give up everything for you
ive just learned not to show you that
ive learned to pretend as tho you don't mean anything to me
and maybe one day i wilm stop pretending
i didn't realize it then i was lonely
even tho you were so close i was lonely
if you asked me why
it would be easy to answer
it was because i wasn't happy breaking myself for you yet i would always pretend i was ok with it because as long as you were happy i could be to
but i was wrong
